Oct 06, 2005 07:22
So at midnight I felt like I had to pass out. I slept for about 15 minutes of REM sleep, then I woke up with my heart pounding and feeling nauseous and everything was beginning to look really psychadelic. Then I felt really good for about 10-20 mins, just lying on the couch and wondering if I was really seeing things moving that shouldn't be. Then I got up, and again like two hours later I felt like I had to sleep again. Now I'm up again. What the fuck?!
I keep dreaming one of my ex girlfriends is dead, too. It's like reality isn't really here for me half the time, and I'm in that dream state thinking she's dead. Then I keep waking up.
Now I feel tired again...sigh.