So I'm nutty enough with the preliminary wedding plans, but add quitting smoking on top of that, and I'm a royal basket case.  I'm using patches, so I don't feel the nic fits so badly, but I have all this excess energy.  Believe me, it feels great to have energy to spare, but it's irritating that I have nothing to spend it on while I'm at work.  I' ( Read more... )

Not sleeping. Not sleeping sucks my ass. I've been awake for well over 48 hours now, and I'm almost delirious from exhaustion, and I know damn well I won't sleep tonight either.

And I still feel like someone is carving a large hole in my chest with a very blunt spoon. Can't WAIT for that feeling to go away.

Will someone tell me, please, when this is ( Read more... )

I'm nervous about my therapy appointment tomorrow. Silly, isn't it, being nervous about something so trivial. It's not like they're going to decide I'm a total basket case and lock me away somewhere ( Read more... )

updated a short story to crossed pens tonight. Very short, slightly naughty, fits my current mood.

Now it's time to sleep.

Satisfied.

Sleeping until almost noon is the best part about vacation.

Now I just have to finish packing, make a quick trip to the bank, and wait for Scott to get home from school and we're off to the ocean.

Ah vacation, I love you so.

No sleep for the weary.

And apparently no cuddles either.

Jerk.

Goddamn it, I'm STILL sore. I don't know why, but I think I've been sleeping on top of my head again, because my neck feels all pinched and my shoulders hurt like whoa, and all day my lower back has been spasming ( Read more... )

I'm back. Missed me, didn't you. It's ok, you can admit it, I know you did ( Read more... )

Need to get some sleep tonight. Hopefully I'll be able to sleep in tomorrow, that would be great. What would be even better would be going to my mom's tonight and spending the night with air conditioning, but who knows what will happen. I would want Scott to go with me, but I don't think he'll want to come, since we spent all day there yesterday ( Read more... )

I think I must have slept funky last night, because this morning my lower back is screaming at me. Of course, I had to sleep diagonally across the bed, because all three cats decided to sleep with me, so I'm sure that didn't help ( Read more... )