[Public, because nobody's explained the journals to him yet]

[deny_the_beast]

Hm. I must be more out of it than I thought earlier. I didn't notice this until I woke up from a dream.

Meredith...

I don't... really understand what's going on. Maybe if I hadn't been... drunk tired when that girl explained...

Hm. I wonder if she's okay. She had better be okay, Parker.

And then that other girl... Did I ever thank her? Good lord.

I keep trying to sleep, but the dreams have been awful ever since I came here.

And the flask is empty.

Damn.