.Magnetism
Sighhh... Okay, so the day started out incredibly bad for me and as of right now, it still is. First off, I stopped using the PC at 4: 25 A.M. coz I was worried that Daddy might see me (see me squealing over Cookie's pictures in AI's homepage) so I went to my room and slept.
But not before listening to my iPod.
Especially the song "Always Be My Baby" by dearest Cookie or rather, David Cook.
I couldn't help it, his voice is so gorgeous!
Anyway, I fell into a deep slumber after about... twenty plays for that song and thirty other songs.
And by the time I finished, the sun was already up.
So... I woke up at around 12 noon but I got up my lazy butt at 1:09 p.m. (Yes, I check the time. My phone comes in very handy. (: ) But when I woke up, I got cramps... Because of the dreaded "Time of the month"; so I wasn't able to eat properly.
Finally, the highlight.
While chatting with Christa (moonlitdawn), she gave me a link to a blog. Being the good friend that I am, I clicked on it and saw that it was the blog of my crush's friend. On her latest post, she mentioned that she might be falling for dearest Blue, or something along that line. Though I know it's totally beyond my business, I couldn't help but feel... uneasy when I read it.
Specially when the song inserted in her post was my latest craze, the song that I consider my lullaby, "Always Be My Baby" by David Cook.
Yeah, yeah, laugh all you want but I wanted to cry right then and there. I didn't know what the reason was, exactly. I shouldn't even feel that way, there's nothing to get angry about. She was just speaking her heart, nothing more.
But then, why did I feel so depressed when hearing the song and reading her post?
She did nothing wrong, none at all. But now, the song that I loved so much to hear is causing me pain. The song that I considered my heart-break air-bag is making me remember the post every single time.
Sigh.
Just when I thought I reached the point of getting over my stupid infatuation over him, the Heavens always have to prove me wrong. I still am attached to him, I still feel emotions for him. Romantic feelings. They're useless because he would never share them, specially when something happened that may cause him to be numb to that flutter in your tummy once again. I don't want to be attached to him, but I just am. A lot of people tell me to just get over the darn guy but as they say, it's easier said than done.
His bus mates are right, he's the type of guy who's hard to find... I told him that before, but now I just wish I never found him.
So you're that much of a lady's magnet, huh Blue?
Sigh.
Damn it.
But not before listening to my iPod.
Especially the song "Always Be My Baby" by dearest Cookie or rather, David Cook.
I couldn't help it, his voice is so gorgeous!
Anyway, I fell into a deep slumber after about... twenty plays for that song and thirty other songs.
And by the time I finished, the sun was already up.
So... I woke up at around 12 noon but I got up my lazy butt at 1:09 p.m. (Yes, I check the time. My phone comes in very handy. (: ) But when I woke up, I got cramps... Because of the dreaded "Time of the month"; so I wasn't able to eat properly.
Finally, the highlight.
While chatting with Christa (moonlitdawn), she gave me a link to a blog. Being the good friend that I am, I clicked on it and saw that it was the blog of my crush's friend. On her latest post, she mentioned that she might be falling for dearest Blue, or something along that line. Though I know it's totally beyond my business, I couldn't help but feel... uneasy when I read it.
Specially when the song inserted in her post was my latest craze, the song that I consider my lullaby, "Always Be My Baby" by David Cook.
Yeah, yeah, laugh all you want but I wanted to cry right then and there. I didn't know what the reason was, exactly. I shouldn't even feel that way, there's nothing to get angry about. She was just speaking her heart, nothing more.
But then, why did I feel so depressed when hearing the song and reading her post?
She did nothing wrong, none at all. But now, the song that I loved so much to hear is causing me pain. The song that I considered my heart-break air-bag is making me remember the post every single time.
Sigh.
Just when I thought I reached the point of getting over my stupid infatuation over him, the Heavens always have to prove me wrong. I still am attached to him, I still feel emotions for him. Romantic feelings. They're useless because he would never share them, specially when something happened that may cause him to be numb to that flutter in your tummy once again. I don't want to be attached to him, but I just am. A lot of people tell me to just get over the darn guy but as they say, it's easier said than done.
His bus mates are right, he's the type of guy who's hard to find... I told him that before, but now I just wish I never found him.
So you're that much of a lady's magnet, huh Blue?
Sigh.
Damn it.