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Negative Fighter
It's been a while (years to be exact lmao...)
To be honest, I only use LJ to catch up with Hey! Say! JUMP stuffs but I went hiatus for years and this year I'm ready to get back to the fandom (in fact, I've been actively hyping them along with other stuffs that I like since 2020 on Twitter. I just found out that JUMP stans exist on Twittter too, I'm ( Read more... ) -
Pink and Gray
As soon as I came back to Hey!Say!JUMP fandom, I found that Yuto Nakajima has stepped further into the acting world. He is one of my favorite actors in JUMP and what makes me even happier is the fact that his debut in the big screen as the lead role is this movie: PINK & GRAY, a movie adaption from Shigeaki Kato's novel. If you're a fan of Johnny's ( Read more... ) -
An Option
What lies beneath this friendship? Is it real or is it just fantasy that you made for me?
Then when you feel like it, you could end it as you please?
Why invited me in the first place and made me believed that what we had was real?
Only to leave me all alone when you found new company?
I could never bear to see the sadness in your eyes, even if it's ( Read more... ) -
Love Yourself?
The thing that I hate about myself is:
I always feel like people might get annoyed with me, ever since I was a kid. Although it has something to do with some childhood terrible experiences, the trauma lives within me until now. And the worst thing is when I sense that the person whom I used to call a good friend is no longer see me as their friend. ( Read more... ) -
Little Bro
Although he can be so annoying sometimes (or most of the time), we all are agree that he's the clown of the family, our source of laugh, and without him around, it feels lonely here. But this is life. He's a boy, he needs to 'hijrah' no matter what so he can live independently. We are also proud of him that he managed to get into Sebelas Maret ( Read more... ) -
Patience and Growing Up
Sometimes our heartache comes from our own mind. We feel so miserable when something doesn't go the way we want it to be. We will blame other people for not cooperating with us. The truth is, it's our own expectation that make us suffer in the end.
So, should we give up?
Do we have no choice but to stop putting high expectation?
Should we run away ( Read more... ) -
Summer Holiday
So, I've watched Scrap Teacher, Itazura na Kiss, GTO 2012, and now I'm about to watch Hammer Session. It's not like I don't have any interesting thing to do. I'm just too lazy to do other things so I will watch dorama all the time :") -
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I want to wear Tegomasu's costume in Mahou no Melody PV~ :P
I hope everyone have a nice day. -
60 minutes phonecall
I rarely have a long phonecall. I even never called someone if it's not really important or necessary or emergency. I prefer talking face to face than having a long phonecall, basically, because I don't know what to say on the phone. I rarely talk to people and I'm more of a listener. But hey... today, for the first time, I have the longest ( Read more... )
