I should be ashamed
This unemployment crap is eating away at my brain.
Here's how it works for me: I am unemployed so I don't have much to do. I don't have much to do so I get bored. When I get bored I read. I read a LOT, most of it is news. When I read news I get upset about all the stupid people and stupid things a harm they do on a daily basis, I feel useless and angry. When I get angry in the end my nerves just snap and I lash out at people out of pure frustration.
I hate it! I don't want to be like that! I don't want to hurt people, stupid or not, they will remain ignorant and I won't make them suddenly wise up, I will only get an ulcer. Seriously, I will harm my own health because of human stupidity. At some point innocent people (my family and friends) catch some of it too, I hate when that happens.
Thankfully I will start as a volunteer at mom's school (my old school) in September (it's not even about the barely there payment I will get for it, it's about not sitting home and rotting from the inside and actually DOING something).
Here's how it works for me: I am unemployed so I don't have much to do. I don't have much to do so I get bored. When I get bored I read. I read a LOT, most of it is news. When I read news I get upset about all the stupid people and stupid things a harm they do on a daily basis, I feel useless and angry. When I get angry in the end my nerves just snap and I lash out at people out of pure frustration.
I hate it! I don't want to be like that! I don't want to hurt people, stupid or not, they will remain ignorant and I won't make them suddenly wise up, I will only get an ulcer. Seriously, I will harm my own health because of human stupidity. At some point innocent people (my family and friends) catch some of it too, I hate when that happens.
Thankfully I will start as a volunteer at mom's school (my old school) in September (it's not even about the barely there payment I will get for it, it's about not sitting home and rotting from the inside and actually DOING something).