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today was fun.... i woke up at NINE O'CLOCK in the friggen morning...NiNe O'cLoCk!! thats CraZy.... i had soccer practice tho...i still hate the sport but i have to gradually get out of it! lol and that was an awesome practice...i am really learning a lot from this summer league! wow im a dork!
after practice i talked to andre! i haven't heard his voice in forever! i missed him... so we decided we would go to kohls and cheeseball on some stuff (a.k.a. steal) im such a bad person...hes so lucky i love him cus i had to walk over the bridge by myself, which was the most frightning experience of my entire life! i hate heights..i wanted to cry and i also hate bridges (i just always think they are gonna collapse: mothman didnt help my fear: ) also i was beeped at by this guy with a little kid! who does that? LoSeR! so that was not fun...when me and andre had just about reached smiley school, this guy in this truck pulled up next to us, he looked familiar but i couldnt figure out where i knew him from. He goes hey u lost? and both me and andre were like umm no and then a lightbulb went on in my head and i figured out that he was Mr. Lagasse , the father of Jen Lagasse, my soccer teammate and she is also going up to scarborough. So he was like how r u doing and andre goes good and mr. L was like hows soccer? and then andre realized that he was talking to me, that was funny! so we had a little conversation about scarborough and he was off!
...then when andre and i were walking andre just decided to walk right out in the middle of the main road! he was SO CLose to being hit... the lady just stopped all traffic and glared at him...andre was like im sry, im so sry and she goes yea im sry too! haha that was scary! His life flashed before his eyes! phew!
i got three shirts for myself and one for my sister! then i felt bad so i bought these super-cool adidas for $15..... i must have opened literally 20 boxes of purple and black sandals when all i wanted was the red ones! and then andre was like ummm hunny take the model and take the display tag off! haha...im so smooth
when we left kohls andre decided we would go into subway and get a low-calorie wrap...i didnt like it so i gave it to him! then andres family picked us up and we drove back to andre's house for a little while....
now i'm getting ready to sneak out and meet andre again.....i just feel like sneaking out! it will be fun! yAy..plus my sister said she would cover for me so im happy.... we probably wont go that far but i just need to be free! idk what well do at 1:00 a.m. but we'll figure something out!
then when i got home i got to talk to emily! i missed her voice so much!...thank god we're going out for dinner on friday! i cant wait... i am having separation anxiety...lol...sry em that i cant go to the y with you tomorrow, but i dont think my back will be able to handle it!! hopefully another time! I HEART YOU!!!!
now im gonna vent about my damn bitch of a mother! ok so here it goes:
(this is directed to my low-life stinky birthmother)
In my daughter's eyes
everyone is equal
darkness turns to light
and the world is at peace
this miracle god gave to me
gives me strength when I am weak
I find reason to believe
in my daughter's eyes
And when she wraps her hand around my finger
oh it puts a smile in my heart
everything becomes a little clearer
I realize what life is all about
its hanging on when your heart has had enough
its giving more when you feel like giving up
I've seen the light
in my daughter's eyes
In my daughter's eyes
I can see the future
a reflection of who I am and what will be
and though she'll gow up and someday leave
maybe raise a family
when I'm gone i hope you see
how happy she made me
for I'll be there
In my daughter's eyes
FUCK you mom, you see this fucking song yea well is she saying that her daughter is a mistake or that she will just remember to forget her daughters' birthdays....NO ...she's a good mom and she respects her daughter...she is there for her childhood and teenage years, the years when its crucial for a girl to have a mother!! well u aren't, and i hate u for it, i will never be you, i will sing this song to my daughter and my daughter will never know you......for all this and more FUCK YOU
after practice i talked to andre! i haven't heard his voice in forever! i missed him... so we decided we would go to kohls and cheeseball on some stuff (a.k.a. steal) im such a bad person...hes so lucky i love him cus i had to walk over the bridge by myself, which was the most frightning experience of my entire life! i hate heights..i wanted to cry and i also hate bridges (i just always think they are gonna collapse: mothman didnt help my fear: ) also i was beeped at by this guy with a little kid! who does that? LoSeR! so that was not fun...when me and andre had just about reached smiley school, this guy in this truck pulled up next to us, he looked familiar but i couldnt figure out where i knew him from. He goes hey u lost? and both me and andre were like umm no and then a lightbulb went on in my head and i figured out that he was Mr. Lagasse , the father of Jen Lagasse, my soccer teammate and she is also going up to scarborough. So he was like how r u doing and andre goes good and mr. L was like hows soccer? and then andre realized that he was talking to me, that was funny! so we had a little conversation about scarborough and he was off!
...then when andre and i were walking andre just decided to walk right out in the middle of the main road! he was SO CLose to being hit... the lady just stopped all traffic and glared at him...andre was like im sry, im so sry and she goes yea im sry too! haha that was scary! His life flashed before his eyes! phew!
i got three shirts for myself and one for my sister! then i felt bad so i bought these super-cool adidas for $15..... i must have opened literally 20 boxes of purple and black sandals when all i wanted was the red ones! and then andre was like ummm hunny take the model and take the display tag off! haha...im so smooth
when we left kohls andre decided we would go into subway and get a low-calorie wrap...i didnt like it so i gave it to him! then andres family picked us up and we drove back to andre's house for a little while....
now i'm getting ready to sneak out and meet andre again.....i just feel like sneaking out! it will be fun! yAy..plus my sister said she would cover for me so im happy.... we probably wont go that far but i just need to be free! idk what well do at 1:00 a.m. but we'll figure something out!
then when i got home i got to talk to emily! i missed her voice so much!...thank god we're going out for dinner on friday! i cant wait... i am having separation anxiety...lol...sry em that i cant go to the y with you tomorrow, but i dont think my back will be able to handle it!! hopefully another time! I HEART YOU!!!!
now im gonna vent about my damn bitch of a mother! ok so here it goes:
(this is directed to my low-life stinky birthmother)
In my daughter's eyes
everyone is equal
darkness turns to light
and the world is at peace
this miracle god gave to me
gives me strength when I am weak
I find reason to believe
in my daughter's eyes
And when she wraps her hand around my finger
oh it puts a smile in my heart
everything becomes a little clearer
I realize what life is all about
its hanging on when your heart has had enough
its giving more when you feel like giving up
I've seen the light
in my daughter's eyes
In my daughter's eyes
I can see the future
a reflection of who I am and what will be
and though she'll gow up and someday leave
maybe raise a family
when I'm gone i hope you see
how happy she made me
for I'll be there
In my daughter's eyes
FUCK you mom, you see this fucking song yea well is she saying that her daughter is a mistake or that she will just remember to forget her daughters' birthdays....NO ...she's a good mom and she respects her daughter...she is there for her childhood and teenage years, the years when its crucial for a girl to have a mother!! well u aren't, and i hate u for it, i will never be you, i will sing this song to my daughter and my daughter will never know you......for all this and more FUCK YOU