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[demonicxshadows]

Today was pretty boring day considering the power just turned on. Damn hurricane. But hey we got off school for tomorrow for it. Well and through my boredom I was looking through my mom's stuff(yes I know I shouldn't do it but there was nothing else to do, so sorry mom) and I found a box full of stuff about my sister Brenna. She was put up for adoption when she was born and I really didn't know how hard it was for my mom until today. I found this journal that she kept after she had to give her up. It's really inspiring all the shit that my mom and my brother had to go through so far. I don't really know what to say it's just amazing. I'll just leave you with a really inspiring song.....

This is my life
It's not what it was before
All these feelings
I've shared
And these are my dreams
That I'd never lived before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping

Chorus
Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes, one life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed
To be the person that I am today

These are my words
That I've never said before
I think I'm doing okay
And this is the smile
That I've never shown before
Somebody shake me 'cause I,
I must be sleeping

Chorus

I'm so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me

Chorus