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[demonicxshadows]

I'm feeling happy for some reason. My mom and I just went to look at cars. All the cars I wanted my mom called "ghetto cruisers". She said I have the same taste in cars as my dad. Just great another thing like him. Everything I say, do, or think. It's always,"Your just like your dad." It sort of pisses me off that I'm so much like him. Oh well, I can't really change who I am. Other than that I have to go back to school tomorrow not really looking forward to it. At least I only have to go two days this week, because of the hurricane. I think another hurricane is coming too. So that's great too. All this rain is sort of getting annoying, but at times it feels really good. It only feels good when I'm at school though and then I can't run around in it. The hole in my nose closed too. That really pissed me off. I had to take the nose ring out, because my nose got all stuffed up. I went to the piercing and tattoo place and they said I would just have to get it repierced. I didn't like it too much anyway, but that stuff costs a lot of money. I really wanted a ring when I first got it but the guy said I shouldn't get it, so he gave me a really small stud. I feel bad that I took it out, because it basicly wasted my mom's money. I don't like to waste her money on material items. She works hard for it and never buys anything for herself, it's starting to really bother me. But I feel bad not accepting stuff when she buys it for me. I really wish I could get a job right now but I'm too young. I wanna help her with bills and stuff so she won't feel over-worked. That's the only thing I look forward to being older for, well that and driving. I feel like I'm gonna be a bad driver.

Marilyn and Jeff started school today. Marilyn said it was okay. Jeff said he met a hot dude and is friends with him now. He has all his classes with seniors though. He's a freshman so that's sort of bad and sort of good. You can have friends in college, but then again you get taunted pretty much the whole year. So good luck to him. Okay, I think I'm done now.......