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About the last post…
Since then I have been contacted by someone and I was able to really talk to them about all my worries and concerns. At first I was very scared of the reaction I would get. There was a fear of being rejected but I have to say thank you as this person really took the time to listen to me. It was very refreshing and made me feel much better.
I will be trying to see where this takes me. At the moment t I’m not putting all my hope in this being the change of everything. You can’t change everyone, you can’t make everyone like you. I’m thankful to know at least one more person does like me and wants to hang out with me and for now that’s enough.
I have been putting myself out there and this is the first contact I have received and because of that talk I’ve decided to give it another chance, but I’m not holding my breath. If I continue to get the same old reaction from the majority of the community I’ll have to see if staying is something I want to do. Personally I don’t want that to happen of course. However I’ve come to realize that friendships should not only be about me trying, but the other party holding out their hand as well. I can only take silence as a response for so long before officially giving up.
Since then I have been contacted by someone and I was able to really talk to them about all my worries and concerns. At first I was very scared of the reaction I would get. There was a fear of being rejected but I have to say thank you as this person really took the time to listen to me. It was very refreshing and made me feel much better.
I will be trying to see where this takes me. At the moment t I’m not putting all my hope in this being the change of everything. You can’t change everyone, you can’t make everyone like you. I’m thankful to know at least one more person does like me and wants to hang out with me and for now that’s enough.
I have been putting myself out there and this is the first contact I have received and because of that talk I’ve decided to give it another chance, but I’m not holding my breath. If I continue to get the same old reaction from the majority of the community I’ll have to see if staying is something I want to do. Personally I don’t want that to happen of course. However I’ve come to realize that friendships should not only be about me trying, but the other party holding out their hand as well. I can only take silence as a response for so long before officially giving up.