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Its been awhile. I'm sober 11 months as of yesterday. Its fucking insane I never thought this would be my life.
I'm currently job hunting and in the process I found out I lost my smart serve!!! So more money that I dont have going to a replacement card.
I'm praying and hoping I get a job soon.
Lately I have been filling out tons of paperwork for cicb. I'm hoping something comes of this. I should be getting on my way home to eat and prepare for my day.
Shawn has dissapered out of my life. He doesnt want to do the "sober" thing. the insanity of this is so clear to me now that I am on the other side of this. I pray for him everyday that he makes it back.
I need to get on doing my amends and I am so nervous about going and seeing Richard because i was such a shit worker.
love,
vanessa
I'm currently job hunting and in the process I found out I lost my smart serve!!! So more money that I dont have going to a replacement card.
I'm praying and hoping I get a job soon.
Lately I have been filling out tons of paperwork for cicb. I'm hoping something comes of this. I should be getting on my way home to eat and prepare for my day.
Shawn has dissapered out of my life. He doesnt want to do the "sober" thing. the insanity of this is so clear to me now that I am on the other side of this. I pray for him everyday that he makes it back.
I need to get on doing my amends and I am so nervous about going and seeing Richard because i was such a shit worker.
love,
vanessa