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I'm exhausted. I am starting a CA meeting in peterbourgh trying to plan a camping trip for 40 addicts who dont want to commit or are waiting for the last minute.
I felt so weak i went to the ER Saturday. there is no apparent cause for the pain on my right side. I feel my liver and Its not fucking happy.
My ALTS are pretty much at 500.
I'm fucking scared. I know I will be doing the treatment come july and I'm scared. to death.
if I am already have pretty much all the side effects now what the fuck am I going to be like on interferon????
I wake up everyday feeling dope sick my muscles and bones ache, fatigued all day not hungry irritable as fuck and i feel out of it.
Im praying that god helps me through this because I don't know what to do.
God help me because I cant and the Drs arent.
I saw a natourpath and she gave me this liquid stuff to put in my water its cell therapy to help my liver.
I just never thought I could feel thisa way sober. i'll be 9 months june 3rd.
I feel like Im not making any sense so thats all and Im going home to sleep
I felt so weak i went to the ER Saturday. there is no apparent cause for the pain on my right side. I feel my liver and Its not fucking happy.
My ALTS are pretty much at 500.
I'm fucking scared. I know I will be doing the treatment come july and I'm scared. to death.
if I am already have pretty much all the side effects now what the fuck am I going to be like on interferon????
I wake up everyday feeling dope sick my muscles and bones ache, fatigued all day not hungry irritable as fuck and i feel out of it.
Im praying that god helps me through this because I don't know what to do.
God help me because I cant and the Drs arent.
I saw a natourpath and she gave me this liquid stuff to put in my water its cell therapy to help my liver.
I just never thought I could feel thisa way sober. i'll be 9 months june 3rd.
I feel like Im not making any sense so thats all and Im going home to sleep