When I Told You...
When I Told You...his love torn heart 12/??
Pairing: YehWon, MinTeuk
Warning: PG-13
Summary: Changmin couldn’t stand it so he left and found himself in Teukkie’s company.
Previous Chapters: (Chapter 1)( Chapter 2 )( Chapter 3 )( Chapter 4 )( Chaper 5 )( Chapter 6 )( Chapter 7 )( Chapter 8 )( Refreshment-Chapter 9 ) ( Chapter 10) (Chapter 11)
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After hearing everything, Changmin couldn’t handle staying in that apartment with those two any longer. It was sickening so he made up a lame excuse why he had to leave and did just that. It was hard to believe all of that about how Yesung and Siwon spent the night together, how KyuHenWook tricked Young Woon into believing that they didn’t know Yesung’s whereabouts and seeing the pair so lovey dovey he wouldn’t have been surprised if the two had had sex. He sighed that was the last thing he wanted to think about but he had to face reality…he was no match for Yesung. He already had Siwon’s heart and at that point he was sure there was nothing he could do.
This is so depressing, he thought. Since he met the handsome boy he thought he’d had the upper hand since it seemed the two had had a falling out but apparently Yesung knew how to work the other behind the scenes, though it did seem a bit fishy since Siwon didn’t really look too happy but still there was nothing he could do now.
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Siwon sighed after he watched Changmin leave the apartment. I think he’s mad at me, he thought to himself before looking up at the others.
“Are you okay Shiwonnie?” Yesung asked, a worried look stretched across his face.
“Yeah,” he said softly, kissing Yesung’s forehead.
KyuHenWook looked at one another with worried looks as well but for a different reason. “Are you sure?” Ryeowook questioned sitting down at the table with them.
Siwon just nodded a slight smile showing though he still wasn’t too happy that Changmin had left. Slowly he stood up, announcing his departure and then looked at Yesung. “Promise me if you need anything you won’t hesitate to call me. Remember I love you and I don’t want anything to happen to you.”
Yesung stood up as well, shaking his head in agreement. “I promise,” he said in a soft voice, hugging the tall boy, “Thank you for everything.”
“Anytime,” Siwon hugged him back, wishing that he didn’t have to let go. Then he glanced at the threesome, “and that goes for you guys too.”
KyuHenWook chuckled nodding. “Group hug~!” Henry announced, being the first of the other three to hug the dark haired boy.
Siwon sighed again but with a smile to accompany it. “Alright I’ll see you guys later.” He made sure he had all his things before he left, shutting the door behind him.
This time it was Yesung who sighed. “What’s wrong Yesung?” Kyuhyun asked touching the other’s shoulder.
“I don’t know…it kind of hurts to see him leave like that,” he whispered.
“…” The three looked at each other, they knew exactly what was happening to Yesung. All of them crowded around him, hugging him.
“Yesung…you love Siwon.”
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Siwon walked home with no enthusiasm nor did he want to go home. This really sucks. I really hate walking home alone... He looked up and down the street before crossing. He felt sort of numb after everything. He’d spent the night with Yesung and he was happy and now he hated not having him by his side. He saw a coffee shop just up ahead and couldn’t help but think of Yesung and his strange fascination with coffee.
It suddenly reminded him of when they first kissed. The feeling was like no other. It was amazing beyond all reason and he just wished with every fiber of his being that Yesung would be his. To lavish with kisses and gifts and hold on those cold nights, to tell him that he loved him and that Yesung would say it back and mean it with all his heart like he did every time he said it.
Within no time, or at least what seemed like no time, Siwon was home. His apartment was empty, no one there to greet him with a kiss. His bed empty, no one there to make love to and fall asleep next to, just a bed it’s vastness emphasizing his loneliness.
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Before Changmin knew it he found himself just down the street from Teukkie’s restaurant. He chuckled weakly to himself, shaking his head I can’t believe I subconsciously made my way here. This really does suck. He was still staring at the restaurant when he noticed someone coming out of the building, in the dim light of the setting sun he saw the almost pale skin of Teukkie’s face watching him proudly look over the entrance with his hands on his hips. Maybe I should see if he’s doing anything. Almost as if on cue the brunette glanced in his direction, squinting for a second before smiling and waving to the younger boy and began walking towards him.
“Minnie~” he greeted.
“Hi, Hyung,” he returned, it made him laugh how nonchalant the other was for being his elder and all, but as quickly as the smile appeared it faded.
“What’s wrong Minnie?”
“Stuff…” he said softly, not exactly wanting to talk about it but still craving company.
“Do you want to talk?” the shorter man watched Changmin shrug lightly but he could see the hint of loneliness in his body language. “I’m a good listener if that’s what you need…”
Changmin scrunched his lips to one side before looking up at his elder and nodding. A soft smile spread across Leeteuk’s lips. “Alright then c’mon.” Leeteuk wrapped his arm around the other’s shoulder, leading him to his car.
Changmin didn’t know where they were going and he didn’t feel a need to ask. He was sure that he could trust Leeteuk, so far the man hadn’t betrayed him and at the moment he needed that.
-to be continued
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Goodness I'm still really bad at this
Hopefully updating now will make up for some of the lost time =P
and to welcome a new year huh XD
HAPPY 2010 Everyone!
There's still more I assure you
I've just been SUPER lazy about updating and writing
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