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everyone says i deserve better, maybe i do. People say they would love to have a guy like me, sure but why not me? I want to grow and the way things are going I'm learning, bringing people in to my life.. so I'm growing socialy, and as friends get divided who ends up in the middle, me. As long as they don't ask me to pick a side I don't mind as much but asking me to tell the other to say "tell her to go fuck herself" gee thanks.
Ok so I went off track. All I'm trying to figure out is why people want me to hurt, play with my heart, play with my head. Is it realy worth this i mean the let down, i actualy thought this time i found someone but no, once again i get hurt before anything realy happening.. atleast i did't get to attached before getting hurt or i might feel more than just angry and annoyed.
Ok so I went off track. All I'm trying to figure out is why people want me to hurt, play with my heart, play with my head. Is it realy worth this i mean the let down, i actualy thought this time i found someone but no, once again i get hurt before anything realy happening.. atleast i did't get to attached before getting hurt or i might feel more than just angry and annoyed.