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thank you for the time you took to get to know me, the time that was so very precious to you and what you thought might be a waste of your time turned into an amazing friendship. thank you for the long walks, talks and the understanding that at times, i am crazy insane and other times i am sweet and lovable. thank you for the nights we watched the sun come up behind our backs and talked of ghost ships, babies with knives and owls that watching our every move. thank you for seeing my favorite bands with me so that even when i cried from over joy, the fullfilment itself wasn't the band but sharing it with you. thank you for the joy you brought into this world with me and we named him liam. thank you for helping me make him the smart, beautiful and adorable little boy he is and the amazing man he will become. thank you for learning to stop listening to me, holding me, kissing me and just dis-respecting me in ways i never thought you could do. thank you for showing that material items are more important then the feeling of want deep in your heart and you just can't shake. thank you for shutting me down and re-building the wall of steel i never thought would re-build itself after i allowed you to tear it down. thank you for showing your family i am nothing more then a piece of nothing by yelling and screaming at me in front of them. thank you for taking a sentiment of wanting to be with family and friends as making you stay with me and not allowed to do something. thank you for making me feel guilty the one night i ever went out without informing you first for an hour. thank you for making me realize i have lost myself in love and that love is just a fabrication of what a want is and nothing is true or can last. thank you for telling me everyday that you are not happy and sincerely, honestly and from the bottom of my heart, thank you for today when you asked our 2 1/2 year old to pick who he wanted to go with and that his mother no longer loved his father, for that i thank you more then anything because when he turned and asked me why i don't love you and why was i stealing him, was the most poignant moments of my life.
thank you for being you.
thank you for being you.