Always loving you
Chapter 7
I arrived at Zacky’s house with no want inside of me to be there. The fact that I came was astonishing to me at the very least. I sighed and knocked slowly, tugging on my shirt which showed off my small amount of tattoos I had so far and muscles which I was gradually improving. I knew I looked better than usual. I don’t even know why I got so dressed up just for a party Zacky was having. It wasn’t like I really wanted to be there.
I smiled as he answered the door. Gasping slightly my eyes swept his body. He looked good. And judging by the grin on his face he knew it.
“You look hot.” Was all he said when he answered the door.
“Uh, thanks.” I replied, coughing slightly. “You too.”
Zacky smiled slightly before letting me inside. I walked in and looked around his hallway. The first time I had been in his home. He closed the door behind me and handed me a beer.
“Oh it’s gonna be that type of party is it?” I smiled taking the bottle off him.
“Is there any other kind?” Zacky asked as I laughed. I opened the bottle with a bottle opener which Zacky handed me. I drunk most of the bottle in one go. Zacky watched me impressed as I smiled at him.
“Didn’t think you were such a drinker…” Zacky laughed as I followed him into the living room where a bunch of other guys were. I didn’t know any of them. I felt slightly like an outsider. All these guys were punky/emo and more like Zacky. He mentioned their names which I immediately forgot. But the last name he said was Micky. I looked at the guy who smiled at me.
He looked a lot like Zacky, but looked older. He wore red eyeshadow and a lot of eyeliner. A Misfits shirt which was identical to one I had seen Zacky wear, and similar black jeans and black floppy hair with bright colours throughout it.
But the main thing was that he was hot. I smiled at him weakly as he nodded his head back at me. There was silence in the room for a few seconds and I suddenly missed Syn. I drunk more beer from the bottle before sitting down on the one person sofa to keep away from everyone else.
This party should be interesting.
Zacky came back in the room from wherever he disappeared to with more beer and food. He put it in the middle of the room on the coffee table and smiled at me. There was a lot of alcohol here, which was the best thing no doubt, would definitely make the night more interesting. I downed the rest of my beer quickly and grabbed another one. The room all looked at me as I did.
“Uh, what?” I asked awkwardly.
“You sure do drink a lot.” A guy said. I had a feeling his name was Billy.
I just shrugged and opened it smiling. Suddenly, music came from nowhere and it was loud. I grinned. Music was definitely good. I started singing along quite loudly. As Zacky grinned and jumped on me.
“I love your voice,” Zacky smiled, sitting on me and resting his head on my shoulder. I was confused. Shouldn’t the guy he be sat on be his new boyfriend Mick? I rolled my eyes and smiled at him. I don’t know if it was the alcohol or the fact Syn wasn’t here or something else, but I liked Zacky so much more right at that point. I remembered all the things I liked about him as he sat on me. Wrapping my arms around him I smiled at him. He grinned at me and pecked me on the lips. I looked at him confused, but didn’t exactly tell him off. Was just a friendly kiss.
While Zacky was clung to me I smiled and drunk more. I almost polished my second beer within ten minutes of having it, plus I was trying to make it last. Zacky watched how much I drunk with a smile on his face. The others soon had drunk enough to get up and dance along to the music even though it was hard punk rock which isn’t exactly the easiest thing to dance to, yet judging by the growing amount of empty bottles scattered around the room, I suppose even hardcore rap could get everyone in this room slightly lighter on the feet.
“You gonna dance Shadows?” Zacky asked as I just sat and sung along.
“I’m not a very good dancer.” I replied, opening my third beer within that half an hour. Already I felt slightly tipsy. I was probably slurring my words, I couldn’t really tell.
“Well, I’ll show you.” Zacky grinned, pulling me up from the seat and into the middle of the room where around seven other kids were jumping up and down and going insane.
“Sure,” I shrugged. If I would have been sober, I would’ve said no. Dancing with Zacky? Was I insane? But I got up to my feet, loosing my balance slightly and almost falling over but then clinging hold of Zacky to steady myself.
“Awesome!!” Zacky said, a little enthusiastically, which I guess could be blamed on the drink. I smiled and placed my hands on his shoulders. He grinned up at me as he began dancing. I smiled down at him and copied his movements. Swigging back most of my bottle in one I head banged slightly to the music. Zacky laughed as he saw me.
“Trying to get drunk are you?” Zacky asked.
“Yeah why not?” I replied, gulping back more. His eyes widened at the amount of drink I could exhume in such small time. I’m a lot bigger than him, I guess, that was my excuse. I smiled at him as I carried on drinking, finishing it quickly and reached for another.
***
Two hours later and I had drunk uncountable amounts of beer. All I knew, was that I almost couldn’t even walk.
“I gotta go lay down or something,” I slurred to Zacky as I left the front room and walked up the stairs. Stumbling into the nearest room, I saw the bed. That was all I needed. Looking around the bedroom, I assumed that it was Zacky’s room from the posters and colour scheme. I didn’t really care too much about it, all I did was climb up onto his bed and lay down.
Within a few moments of laying there and almost falling asleep, I heard a sound come from the door and looking towards it, I saw Zacky grinning at me.
“Zacky… you don’t wanna see me like this.” I said slowly, I just wanted to sleep. I wasn’t all that drunk, as I could definitely hold my drink and not get drunk as easily as some people, but it was still pretty bad, worse than I think I had ever been.
“Matty, I will always love you, no matter what you are like.” Zacky replied as he moved towards the bed. I just rolled my eyes at that statement and looked at him as he came towards me. Laying next to me he wrapped an arm around my body and looked up into my eyes.
“What?” I asked.
“Nothing.” Zacky said, stroking my chest and stomach.
I didn’t reply, I think all I did was grunted.
“Have you missed me?” Zacky asked softly.
“What do you mean?” I asked, my want to talk increasing.
“Like, you haven’t seen me in a long time. And now I am here. You missed me right?”
“More than you could ever know.” I replied smiling.
“Good.” Zacky said, moving his hand lower and placing it on my crotch. “So… I’m guessing you wanna make up for lost time, huh?” He winked at me.
“Zacky, I am a virgin.” I told him, smiling slightly. All I saw Zacky do was grin.
***
I woke up God knows how many hours later. The sun was blazing through the window so I guessed it was morning. I smiled and snuggled into my bed. Opening my eyes slowly I realised that this wasn’t my room. I gasped and sat up quickly.
“Fuck, my head.” I groaned clutching it with my hand and moaning while looking around. I realised soon enough it was Zacky’s room.
I blinked around it and suddenly heard someone whimper next to me. I jumped slightly as Zacky sat up, blinking and wiping his eyes. I gasped again when I realised he had no clothes on.
I gasped even more when I realised I didn’t either.
“Mmm Matty. You‘re awake.” Zacky said cuddling up to me, “That was amazing by the way…” He smiled flicking a condom wrapper off the bed.
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Chapter eight
I arrived at Zacky’s house with no want inside of me to be there. The fact that I came was astonishing to me at the very least. I sighed and knocked slowly, tugging on my shirt which showed off my small amount of tattoos I had so far and muscles which I was gradually improving. I knew I looked better than usual. I don’t even know why I got so dressed up just for a party Zacky was having. It wasn’t like I really wanted to be there.
I smiled as he answered the door. Gasping slightly my eyes swept his body. He looked good. And judging by the grin on his face he knew it.
“You look hot.” Was all he said when he answered the door.
“Uh, thanks.” I replied, coughing slightly. “You too.”
Zacky smiled slightly before letting me inside. I walked in and looked around his hallway. The first time I had been in his home. He closed the door behind me and handed me a beer.
“Oh it’s gonna be that type of party is it?” I smiled taking the bottle off him.
“Is there any other kind?” Zacky asked as I laughed. I opened the bottle with a bottle opener which Zacky handed me. I drunk most of the bottle in one go. Zacky watched me impressed as I smiled at him.
“Didn’t think you were such a drinker…” Zacky laughed as I followed him into the living room where a bunch of other guys were. I didn’t know any of them. I felt slightly like an outsider. All these guys were punky/emo and more like Zacky. He mentioned their names which I immediately forgot. But the last name he said was Micky. I looked at the guy who smiled at me.
He looked a lot like Zacky, but looked older. He wore red eyeshadow and a lot of eyeliner. A Misfits shirt which was identical to one I had seen Zacky wear, and similar black jeans and black floppy hair with bright colours throughout it.
But the main thing was that he was hot. I smiled at him weakly as he nodded his head back at me. There was silence in the room for a few seconds and I suddenly missed Syn. I drunk more beer from the bottle before sitting down on the one person sofa to keep away from everyone else.
This party should be interesting.
Zacky came back in the room from wherever he disappeared to with more beer and food. He put it in the middle of the room on the coffee table and smiled at me. There was a lot of alcohol here, which was the best thing no doubt, would definitely make the night more interesting. I downed the rest of my beer quickly and grabbed another one. The room all looked at me as I did.
“Uh, what?” I asked awkwardly.
“You sure do drink a lot.” A guy said. I had a feeling his name was Billy.
I just shrugged and opened it smiling. Suddenly, music came from nowhere and it was loud. I grinned. Music was definitely good. I started singing along quite loudly. As Zacky grinned and jumped on me.
“I love your voice,” Zacky smiled, sitting on me and resting his head on my shoulder. I was confused. Shouldn’t the guy he be sat on be his new boyfriend Mick? I rolled my eyes and smiled at him. I don’t know if it was the alcohol or the fact Syn wasn’t here or something else, but I liked Zacky so much more right at that point. I remembered all the things I liked about him as he sat on me. Wrapping my arms around him I smiled at him. He grinned at me and pecked me on the lips. I looked at him confused, but didn’t exactly tell him off. Was just a friendly kiss.
While Zacky was clung to me I smiled and drunk more. I almost polished my second beer within ten minutes of having it, plus I was trying to make it last. Zacky watched how much I drunk with a smile on his face. The others soon had drunk enough to get up and dance along to the music even though it was hard punk rock which isn’t exactly the easiest thing to dance to, yet judging by the growing amount of empty bottles scattered around the room, I suppose even hardcore rap could get everyone in this room slightly lighter on the feet.
“You gonna dance Shadows?” Zacky asked as I just sat and sung along.
“I’m not a very good dancer.” I replied, opening my third beer within that half an hour. Already I felt slightly tipsy. I was probably slurring my words, I couldn’t really tell.
“Well, I’ll show you.” Zacky grinned, pulling me up from the seat and into the middle of the room where around seven other kids were jumping up and down and going insane.
“Sure,” I shrugged. If I would have been sober, I would’ve said no. Dancing with Zacky? Was I insane? But I got up to my feet, loosing my balance slightly and almost falling over but then clinging hold of Zacky to steady myself.
“Awesome!!” Zacky said, a little enthusiastically, which I guess could be blamed on the drink. I smiled and placed my hands on his shoulders. He grinned up at me as he began dancing. I smiled down at him and copied his movements. Swigging back most of my bottle in one I head banged slightly to the music. Zacky laughed as he saw me.
“Trying to get drunk are you?” Zacky asked.
“Yeah why not?” I replied, gulping back more. His eyes widened at the amount of drink I could exhume in such small time. I’m a lot bigger than him, I guess, that was my excuse. I smiled at him as I carried on drinking, finishing it quickly and reached for another.
***
Two hours later and I had drunk uncountable amounts of beer. All I knew, was that I almost couldn’t even walk.
“I gotta go lay down or something,” I slurred to Zacky as I left the front room and walked up the stairs. Stumbling into the nearest room, I saw the bed. That was all I needed. Looking around the bedroom, I assumed that it was Zacky’s room from the posters and colour scheme. I didn’t really care too much about it, all I did was climb up onto his bed and lay down.
Within a few moments of laying there and almost falling asleep, I heard a sound come from the door and looking towards it, I saw Zacky grinning at me.
“Zacky… you don’t wanna see me like this.” I said slowly, I just wanted to sleep. I wasn’t all that drunk, as I could definitely hold my drink and not get drunk as easily as some people, but it was still pretty bad, worse than I think I had ever been.
“Matty, I will always love you, no matter what you are like.” Zacky replied as he moved towards the bed. I just rolled my eyes at that statement and looked at him as he came towards me. Laying next to me he wrapped an arm around my body and looked up into my eyes.
“What?” I asked.
“Nothing.” Zacky said, stroking my chest and stomach.
I didn’t reply, I think all I did was grunted.
“Have you missed me?” Zacky asked softly.
“What do you mean?” I asked, my want to talk increasing.
“Like, you haven’t seen me in a long time. And now I am here. You missed me right?”
“More than you could ever know.” I replied smiling.
“Good.” Zacky said, moving his hand lower and placing it on my crotch. “So… I’m guessing you wanna make up for lost time, huh?” He winked at me.
“Zacky, I am a virgin.” I told him, smiling slightly. All I saw Zacky do was grin.
***
I woke up God knows how many hours later. The sun was blazing through the window so I guessed it was morning. I smiled and snuggled into my bed. Opening my eyes slowly I realised that this wasn’t my room. I gasped and sat up quickly.
“Fuck, my head.” I groaned clutching it with my hand and moaning while looking around. I realised soon enough it was Zacky’s room.
I blinked around it and suddenly heard someone whimper next to me. I jumped slightly as Zacky sat up, blinking and wiping his eyes. I gasped again when I realised he had no clothes on.
I gasped even more when I realised I didn’t either.
“Mmm Matty. You‘re awake.” Zacky said cuddling up to me, “That was amazing by the way…” He smiled flicking a condom wrapper off the bed.
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Chapter eight