so like always, theres been change. sudden and slow, still-ageing changes too. always in motion, spinning and growing, orbiting? there is movement in every direction... every move is an advancement... the illusion is presented when you think there is a good or bad affect: theres no good or bad affect! every change is an advancement because its ( Read more... )

the characters don't meet, the characters don't speak.

i'll be glad to hear you're the slut of the year and that you're further from me than you've ever been that you're doing great with whatever you're doing whoever you're fucking whatever you're thinking all my regrets eat me away but knowing you're still alive living happy without me gives me the clarity that i need to understand love is just an ( Read more... )

no burdens, no currency. its so current. i cannot escape myself anyway i try, so thats a reason to quit that. to quit smoking cigarettes... already done did it. stop smoking pot: time. alcohol... conscience. so i got a new book, its by cocteau. a classic, and a literary focus because it was translated from french into an english classic with such a ( Read more... )

and so dragging on with sweat from brow to pour down-flow all a days summer with nothing to water with, dried up humor, wasted humility, bad feelings balled up now. winter wails in my heart, wallows from until then end of mornings and afternoons, as the evening ceases the day, chokehold until tomorrow. reading the sky, it reads "you are blind", ( Read more... )

flailing, ritualistically ( Read more... )

leak into your own pools, and feed your dreams the food of gods, and mtyhs.

alrgight, well... lets say that people are nice. nice people can be crazy though... a thought: let us twist up emotions and relationships, lets switch-up the roles in our lives, and dis-communicate our true feelings... let us sabotage the things in our lives that actually have ever meant anything, and make pretend the things that mean nothing ( Read more... )

end it now

i am addicted

to

myspace

and

alcohol