Jun 07, 2005 13:47
well it's something but it's not happening..or it's not happening yet...worrying too much pushes people away because they don't want to deal with you or your worries..even if they liked you before.. that changes people...
it's a hard price to pay for worrying too much..
but i mean it all honestly..and sincerely...my thoughts are paved with good intentions...it's just too much even for me.
is apathy okay when used sparingly? pick a subject and ignore it. can i be a sloth? i think to much and i weigh myself down with nonsense...it's no longer a matter of keeping busy...why did i lie to myself to begin with..because sometimes...it works..i image i can handle it..and i can. at times that works..but maybe apathy will work too
so i'll come clean. i would like to be apathetic. so many things...this is why people do drugs, i think...not really to escape..but to teach themselves "whatever"
i don't want to nag..but i come off that way, don't i? it makes me sad too..
anyway...speaking of intentions...that expression is funny..."the road to hell is paved with good intentions" i was riding with my friend and we past a road named "good intentions" it was a funny thought to think that hell was on the other side.