Jun 04, 2005 03:08
it wouldn't be this hard if a place would just keep me over school. no place has yet to keep me...and it's not like they fire me..they just never call me...and when i call them i get ignored...it's a tactic...they can't actually fire me because of school..but they can ignore phone calls and message and claim to never get them...after some time..i'll give up (like i have) or so much time will have pasted that they can count it as me quitting.
so now what..
post office (check)
walgreens (check)
wawa
shop rite
wildwoods offer...which would be amazing...i'd have a house too...only that i don't have a car...so if i worked in wildwood..once i left to move in i would be stuck there...it's too far from home to not have a car...way to far from ben as well...and above all...i'd be stick there...at the mercey of someone else giving me a ride..or not getting a ride at all. and ive been dreaming about working at the shore...but ive been dreaming about getting a car too...and winning the lottery...i guess it's not happening..till im too old to enjoy it.
i was thinking about going back to old jobs too...ive never been fired from a place...not really..so i can still go back to every place that ive worked at and work there again...(maybe not every place..i left some very rudely) but i am young...EVERYONE dreams of just walking out of atleast one job..AND I DID IT..AND IT FELT GREAT.. to just be like...FUCK YOU, I'm OUT! walk out with people waiting...watching the place that gave me hell fall apart without me! GREAT FEELING...but as you get older..you get less of an oppurtunity to do stuff like that..so good for me..same reason why i dyed my hair when i was younger and got pircings..because after apoint i can't do it...so experience it when you can!
but i wanted more of an adult job...something where i wouldn't have 16 to 19 yr old telling me what to do..
umm..now that i think about it...
im gonna doll myself up tomorrow and try some of the local porn stores...see if any of them are hiring. at some point they have to be...OH OH..and i'll try the liqour stores too! but by adult i did mean...filing, booking, computer, typing, secretary stuff...but it's all the same when it come to summer jobs.
later kittens