Broken Hearts and Silver Tears CH 10
Title: Broken Hearts and Silver Tears Ch10
Pairing: Demi/Selena
Rating: M for language and hot kissing? :D Hopefully! lol
Summary: How Demi would carry on if the whole Selena/Nick rumor was true.
A/N: I'm glad you all love this story so much :) And I really hope it stays that way after this chapter. Quite frankly, writing this chapter made me bang my head against the wall in order to get anything creative to come out. No, seriously. This chapter is dedicated to two people ~livrockluv32 and ~hyper_hamster. ~livrockluv32 's comment made me go "YES! SAME THING FOR ME EXCEPT IT WAS SNOW PATROL'S OPEN YOUR EYES BUT IT'S TOTALLY OK!!!" lol. ~hyper_hamster AKA Sami Hammy finally commented on the last chapter but the actual reason is because she always says how much she loves this fic and even wanted to read it enough to give me her email in the very beginning lol. Demi's thoughts are in Italics while actual dialogue is in bold italic. Again, I love you all guys, you truly do rock (sings We Rock in head) Enjoy and please comment!
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Demi Lovato or Selena Gomez
God she ached. She ached to discover every part of her mouth, every crevice that she could reach. Her lips caressed lips she fantasized about for eight years. It was beautiful, the most amazing experience she ever had in her life. But she wanted, no needed to explore. But she held back. It wasn't that she wanted to, she had to.
She needs to give me a sign. Any sign that she's okay with this. Anything that'll--oh ok then there we go.
Moans escaped into the air as Selena finally reacted voluntarily, pushing herself closer into Demi. Quiet moans filled the silence in the room as the two girls were almost as close as can be, every curve being filled perfectly by the other.
Tangling her fingers through dark untamed locks, Demi deepened the kiss as Selena desperately clung on to her. Her lips rubbed against Selena's in perfect harmony. It was pure perfection.
Selena's hands tightened it's hold on the front of Demi's shirt as she let out shuddering moans while shaking in pleasure. Demi slowly brought her hands down Selena's body to grasp the base of her spine, rubbing her thumb in soothing circular motions. Arching slightly in pleasure, Selena let out a soft moan against her lips.
Fuck this is better than any dream I've ever had. How can anyone taste so good? Was she not drunk last night? How the hell does she taste this good? Fuck, I want more. I need more... Instead of going any further, Demi pulled back slowly as she opened her eyes to look at the beautiful sight in front of her.
Straddling her, Selena panted slightly, her eyes still shut. Fluttering open, Selena finally looked at Demi, her gaze a mix between dreamy and dazed. "Woah."
Letting out a relieved breath, Demi grinned as she raised her eyebrows. "Woah? That's it? I was gonna say amazing, breathtaking, heartstopping, abso-fucking-lutely mind blowing. And all you got is woah? Seriously Sel, we need to work on you-mmph ohh!"
Her words were replaced by a long muffled moan as Selena crashed her lips down against hers. It was rough, their passion the only things driving them now. No worries, no self doubt, just their passion. Rubbing their lips against eachother, Demi gasped as Selena's tongue sneaked out to tentatively taste her. Suddenly worried she did something wrong, Selena quickly pulled away leaving a whimpering Demi to gaze at her with shock.
"Oh my God, Dem! I'm sorry, I couldn't hel-"
"God Sel stop talking."
Pulling her back, Demi's mouth fused with hers before her tongue snaked out to trace Selena's bottom lip. Selena's mouth opened quickly as she let out a long moan, allowing Demi to finally flick her tongue inside. Her tongue searched softly, exploring ever crevice that she could before she couldn't contain her moan at feeling Selena's tongue come out and match her movements. Both slanting the mouths, their tongues finally colliding. Thank god it's so early. How the hell would I explain this one?
Moans filled the room, muffled by each other. Tongues tangle and air suddenly seems so trivial. They're in total unison and both girls are positively sure that they were probably having the best kiss of their lives. Demi's tongue traced Selena's top lip, before finally tugging on it softly earning a loud moan in appreciation. Smirking in approval, Demi tangled her lips against Selena again while softly rubbing her hands against Selena's waist. Gripping it gently, Demi raised her head up slightly, nibbling Selena's lips before soothing it with her tongue. Moans became desperate as Selena tried to get closer. "Fuck you taste even better than in my dreams," she mumbled, never wanting the kiss to end.
Smiling against her lips, Demi finally pulling away. Her smile turned into a grin at Selena's noise of disapproval. "Selena, I need to tell you something."
She could feel it instantly. After having her body flush against hers since last night, Demi could feel Selena retreating. In fear. In worry. "Not like that. Never like that. Trust me."
Relaxing slightly, Selena could help but bite her lower lip in anticipation as she gazed worriedly at Demi. "Alright. Tell me."
"You said you loved me for eight years-"
"I know and Demi I can't help-"
"Let me talk you goofball and stop freaking out! Geez, i just made out with you. Does that not tell you something?" Blushing in embarrassment, Selena softly smiled as she motioned for her to go on.
"Alright then. You loved me for eight years. Well, I've been in love with you since the day I met you. You took my breath away when I saw you for the first time. You were the only one that I wanted, no, needed to talk to. I have no idea how but I forced myself to talk to you. God Sel, it would have killed me if you had said no that day. I thought for so long that it was just because I wanted you to be my best friend. But I doubt a bestfriend would be jealous of a little nine year old boy you gave an oreo to while you shared everything else with me. That stupid kid followed us for ages trying to make 'friends' with you. Idiot!" Playfully glaring at a giggling Selena, Demi continued.
"That day, when you told me you were dating Nick," Demi paused before taking a painful breath, "I never thought the idea of not having you by my side would be so painful. God, Sel my heart, it felt crushed." Holding back the tears that threatened to fall, Demi choked out the last words. "I've been hiding it from everyone. Sometimes I cracked and poeple saw I was upset but for the most part I only let it out when I went to sleep. I sometimes ended up crying so much that I couldn't even try to sleep. There's a dent in the wall there," Demi pointed out, nodding her head to the wall across from her while Selena looked at her with tearfilled eyes. "Sometimes it was the only way to let it out, whenever I told myself I wasn't good enough. I mean, I couldn't talk to you about this. You seemed so happy with him. As much as it hurt me, I wanted you to be happy," Demi whispered.
"That's why a part of me still thinks this can't be real. That I just didn't make out with the love of my life, that this was all just another one of my unattainable dreams about you. God, Sel tell me it isn't," Demi cried as she grabbed Selena's hands and brought them closer to her face while tears cascaded down her pale cheeks. "I don't think I could bare it. Please tell me this is real, that this is happening right now. I just need you to say it, please?"
Pulling her hands out of Demi's desperate grasp, Selena cupped the sides of Demi's tear streaked face, her own tears threatening to fall. "Demi, this is real. This has to be real, damn it! What just happened, that had to be real. This," Selena paused as she brought her lips down to place a gentle kiss on Demi's, "this is real."
Grabbing Demi's hands again gently, she placed one hand over her heart causing Demi's breath to hitch while placing her own hand over Demi's. "What you do to me, that right there? That's real. And what I do to you? That's real," Selena whispered. "This is real Demetria Lovato. I love you."
Pulling Selena close against her, Demi and Selena were flushed against each other once more as they held each other tightly. "I love you too Selena Gomez. I love you."
They stayed like that for a while, their breathing slowing down each other's tears. Soon, they began to hear movement and light conversation downstairs. With a soft smile on her face, Selena pulled back only to feel her heart stop at seeing Demi's perfect smile. "We don't have to go down yet, do we?" Selena asked breathlessly.
Smirking devilishly, Demi merely replied, "Mmm, we've got at least ten more minutes."
Grinning, Selena brought her lips down to hover over Demi's. Smiling as well, Demi cupped Selena's face and closed the gap, letting out a delighted giggle at the almost immediate moan. Oh yeah, we're definitely not going down anytime soon.
UPDATE CHAPTER 11
demifan90.livejournal.com/3100.html
Pairing: Demi/Selena
Rating: M for language and hot kissing? :D Hopefully! lol
Summary: How Demi would carry on if the whole Selena/Nick rumor was true.
A/N: I'm glad you all love this story so much :) And I really hope it stays that way after this chapter. Quite frankly, writing this chapter made me bang my head against the wall in order to get anything creative to come out. No, seriously. This chapter is dedicated to two people ~livrockluv32 and ~hyper_hamster. ~livrockluv32 's comment made me go "YES! SAME THING FOR ME EXCEPT IT WAS SNOW PATROL'S OPEN YOUR EYES BUT IT'S TOTALLY OK!!!" lol. ~hyper_hamster AKA Sami Hammy finally commented on the last chapter but the actual reason is because she always says how much she loves this fic and even wanted to read it enough to give me her email in the very beginning lol. Demi's thoughts are in Italics while actual dialogue is in bold italic. Again, I love you all guys, you truly do rock (sings We Rock in head) Enjoy and please comment!
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Demi Lovato or Selena Gomez
God she ached. She ached to discover every part of her mouth, every crevice that she could reach. Her lips caressed lips she fantasized about for eight years. It was beautiful, the most amazing experience she ever had in her life. But she wanted, no needed to explore. But she held back. It wasn't that she wanted to, she had to.
She needs to give me a sign. Any sign that she's okay with this. Anything that'll--oh ok then there we go.
Moans escaped into the air as Selena finally reacted voluntarily, pushing herself closer into Demi. Quiet moans filled the silence in the room as the two girls were almost as close as can be, every curve being filled perfectly by the other.
Tangling her fingers through dark untamed locks, Demi deepened the kiss as Selena desperately clung on to her. Her lips rubbed against Selena's in perfect harmony. It was pure perfection.
Selena's hands tightened it's hold on the front of Demi's shirt as she let out shuddering moans while shaking in pleasure. Demi slowly brought her hands down Selena's body to grasp the base of her spine, rubbing her thumb in soothing circular motions. Arching slightly in pleasure, Selena let out a soft moan against her lips.
Fuck this is better than any dream I've ever had. How can anyone taste so good? Was she not drunk last night? How the hell does she taste this good? Fuck, I want more. I need more... Instead of going any further, Demi pulled back slowly as she opened her eyes to look at the beautiful sight in front of her.
Straddling her, Selena panted slightly, her eyes still shut. Fluttering open, Selena finally looked at Demi, her gaze a mix between dreamy and dazed. "Woah."
Letting out a relieved breath, Demi grinned as she raised her eyebrows. "Woah? That's it? I was gonna say amazing, breathtaking, heartstopping, abso-fucking-lutely mind blowing. And all you got is woah? Seriously Sel, we need to work on you-mmph ohh!"
Her words were replaced by a long muffled moan as Selena crashed her lips down against hers. It was rough, their passion the only things driving them now. No worries, no self doubt, just their passion. Rubbing their lips against eachother, Demi gasped as Selena's tongue sneaked out to tentatively taste her. Suddenly worried she did something wrong, Selena quickly pulled away leaving a whimpering Demi to gaze at her with shock.
"Oh my God, Dem! I'm sorry, I couldn't hel-"
"God Sel stop talking."
Pulling her back, Demi's mouth fused with hers before her tongue snaked out to trace Selena's bottom lip. Selena's mouth opened quickly as she let out a long moan, allowing Demi to finally flick her tongue inside. Her tongue searched softly, exploring ever crevice that she could before she couldn't contain her moan at feeling Selena's tongue come out and match her movements. Both slanting the mouths, their tongues finally colliding. Thank god it's so early. How the hell would I explain this one?
Moans filled the room, muffled by each other. Tongues tangle and air suddenly seems so trivial. They're in total unison and both girls are positively sure that they were probably having the best kiss of their lives. Demi's tongue traced Selena's top lip, before finally tugging on it softly earning a loud moan in appreciation. Smirking in approval, Demi tangled her lips against Selena again while softly rubbing her hands against Selena's waist. Gripping it gently, Demi raised her head up slightly, nibbling Selena's lips before soothing it with her tongue. Moans became desperate as Selena tried to get closer. "Fuck you taste even better than in my dreams," she mumbled, never wanting the kiss to end.
Smiling against her lips, Demi finally pulling away. Her smile turned into a grin at Selena's noise of disapproval. "Selena, I need to tell you something."
She could feel it instantly. After having her body flush against hers since last night, Demi could feel Selena retreating. In fear. In worry. "Not like that. Never like that. Trust me."
Relaxing slightly, Selena could help but bite her lower lip in anticipation as she gazed worriedly at Demi. "Alright. Tell me."
"You said you loved me for eight years-"
"I know and Demi I can't help-"
"Let me talk you goofball and stop freaking out! Geez, i just made out with you. Does that not tell you something?" Blushing in embarrassment, Selena softly smiled as she motioned for her to go on.
"Alright then. You loved me for eight years. Well, I've been in love with you since the day I met you. You took my breath away when I saw you for the first time. You were the only one that I wanted, no, needed to talk to. I have no idea how but I forced myself to talk to you. God Sel, it would have killed me if you had said no that day. I thought for so long that it was just because I wanted you to be my best friend. But I doubt a bestfriend would be jealous of a little nine year old boy you gave an oreo to while you shared everything else with me. That stupid kid followed us for ages trying to make 'friends' with you. Idiot!" Playfully glaring at a giggling Selena, Demi continued.
"That day, when you told me you were dating Nick," Demi paused before taking a painful breath, "I never thought the idea of not having you by my side would be so painful. God, Sel my heart, it felt crushed." Holding back the tears that threatened to fall, Demi choked out the last words. "I've been hiding it from everyone. Sometimes I cracked and poeple saw I was upset but for the most part I only let it out when I went to sleep. I sometimes ended up crying so much that I couldn't even try to sleep. There's a dent in the wall there," Demi pointed out, nodding her head to the wall across from her while Selena looked at her with tearfilled eyes. "Sometimes it was the only way to let it out, whenever I told myself I wasn't good enough. I mean, I couldn't talk to you about this. You seemed so happy with him. As much as it hurt me, I wanted you to be happy," Demi whispered.
"That's why a part of me still thinks this can't be real. That I just didn't make out with the love of my life, that this was all just another one of my unattainable dreams about you. God, Sel tell me it isn't," Demi cried as she grabbed Selena's hands and brought them closer to her face while tears cascaded down her pale cheeks. "I don't think I could bare it. Please tell me this is real, that this is happening right now. I just need you to say it, please?"
Pulling her hands out of Demi's desperate grasp, Selena cupped the sides of Demi's tear streaked face, her own tears threatening to fall. "Demi, this is real. This has to be real, damn it! What just happened, that had to be real. This," Selena paused as she brought her lips down to place a gentle kiss on Demi's, "this is real."
Grabbing Demi's hands again gently, she placed one hand over her heart causing Demi's breath to hitch while placing her own hand over Demi's. "What you do to me, that right there? That's real. And what I do to you? That's real," Selena whispered. "This is real Demetria Lovato. I love you."
Pulling Selena close against her, Demi and Selena were flushed against each other once more as they held each other tightly. "I love you too Selena Gomez. I love you."
They stayed like that for a while, their breathing slowing down each other's tears. Soon, they began to hear movement and light conversation downstairs. With a soft smile on her face, Selena pulled back only to feel her heart stop at seeing Demi's perfect smile. "We don't have to go down yet, do we?" Selena asked breathlessly.
Smirking devilishly, Demi merely replied, "Mmm, we've got at least ten more minutes."
Grinning, Selena brought her lips down to hover over Demi's. Smiling as well, Demi cupped Selena's face and closed the gap, letting out a delighted giggle at the almost immediate moan. Oh yeah, we're definitely not going down anytime soon.
UPDATE CHAPTER 11
demifan90.livejournal.com/3100.html