Regret
Title: Regret ch. 1
(people's thoughts wil be in blue.)
Thought that I would start another fic so that people won't get bored with my other one plus I think I'm going to really enjoy writing this one because it starts with drama, so I hope you enjoy it and tell me what you think. Just to let everyone know I will not be able to update for awhile I have finals coming up plus my computer is still acting up because it's old and I need a new one so I just want to say sorry in advance for have to keep you waiting.
Sian POV:
Sian and Sophie are up in Sophie’s room cuddled up in bed, just happy to have some alone time together.
Sian: “I love you , you know that Soph don’t you?”
Sophie: “Yeah I know that you love me Sian just as mush as I love you. What’s been going on with you lately this is like the hundredth time you told me you loved me today?” she ask concerned.
Sian: “I just so scared of losing you Soph I could never imagine you not being apart of my life. I don’t know I’m just worried I guess.” I ask on the verge of tears.
Sophie: “Sian you have nothing to be worried about I’m yours for life just as long as were honest with one another nothing can ever break us apart.” she says with confidence.
Sian: “Ok.” I state feeling so guilty.
Sophie leans into Sian giving her the most passionate kiss ever making sure that Sian could feel how much love she had for her so that she wouldn’t worry so much, as they get more into the kiss Sian slips her tongue into Sophie’s mouth while climbing over to straddle her which causes Sophie to moan in pleasure. At this point Sian starts to grind her body into Sophie while unbuttoning Sophie’s shirt taking it completely off and throwing in onto the floor Sian then pulls back from the kiss knowing she has to stop because Sophie’s mom is just down stairs, but seeing the love and desire Sophie had for her in her eyes she was starting to not care at this point.
Sian: “Baby I just want to have my way with you right now, but your mom is down stairs and I don’t want her coming up here and catch us going at it like animals.”
Sophie: “What if I said that I don’t care that my mom is down stairs and we lock the door and if she so happens to come up then we just ignore her and make love to one another anyway?’
Sian doesn’t need anymore said as she hops off of Sophie and rushes to lock the door, but as she is about to go back and finish what she started with Sophie when she feels her phone vibrate.
Buzz … buzz ….
Sian pulls her phone out of her pocket and sees that she has a text message from Tommy.
Tommy: “Babe I want u n my bed and naked by the time I get back to my apartment, see u soon xxx.”
A tear starts to fall down Sian’s face as she is reading the message, but she quickly wipes is away before Sophie sees and ask her what is wrong and puts her phone back into her pocket.
Sian: I can’t deal with this shit right now, every time I forget about the mistake I made by sleeping with Tommy he finds a way to worm his way back in and brings my world crashing down. Even though I agreed to the deal I hope that he wouldn’t want to go through with it. I guess my luck has run out and he wants me to hold up my end, but I can’t do that to Sophie I would just be betraying her again but I don’t want her finding out either. What am I going to do? I’m just going to tell Tommy the deal is off and beg him not to tell we were friends why is he trying to do this to me?
Sophie: “Hey Sian are you alright, you have been standing their for awhile now what’s going on?” worried about this change of mood Sian has.
Sian: “It’s nothing Sophie.” What am I going to do I need to go and tell Tommy and the deal is off but I don’t want to leave Sophie right now, but if I don’t show up at his apartment he might come over here and tell Sophie everything before I get the chance to talk to him and plead with him to not let this secret out. I need to come up with a lie even though I hate to do this to her. “I just got a text from my mother saying she really needs to talk to me right now.”
Sophie: “Babe you should see what it’s about maybe she wants to accept our relationship and rebuild her relationship with you?”
Sian: “You mean that baby you don’t mind because we were just kind of in the middle of something?’
Sophie: “It’s fine this can wait until you get back, just go so that you can hurry and come back.” she states sweetly.
Sian: “Has anyone ever told you just how wonderful you are?” I ask playfully.
Sophie: “Yes like all the time like just the other day this cute looking girl came up to me and told me that I looked wonderful.” Sophie jokes.
Sian: “And who is this girl cause I’m going to give her a piece of my mind.?” I say a little jealous of who this hoe could be telling my Sophie how wonderful she is, but I start to feel guilty and wonder if I even have to right to be jealous given what I done.
Sophie: “It’s no one babe I was just playing with you, you have nothing to worry about you’re the only one for me.” She states more seriously.
Sophie: “Always the joker, but that’s what I love about you, you can bring a smile to my face no matter how I’m feeling.
Sian goes over to Sophie and kisses her letting her lips linger before she pulled back to leave.
Sophie: “I love you too now hurry up so you can get back here.”
Sian: “Ok ok I’m leaving. I’ll be back soon.”
Sian goes to leave but just as she is about to open the door to leave Sophie’s room she walks back over to Sophie giving her a peck on the lips before leaving the room and then heads towards Tommy’s apartment.
Sian: I hate to do this to her, but I need to make sure that I can work this out with Tommy so that I don’t lose her over a stupid mistake.
(people's thoughts wil be in blue.)
Thought that I would start another fic so that people won't get bored with my other one plus I think I'm going to really enjoy writing this one because it starts with drama, so I hope you enjoy it and tell me what you think. Just to let everyone know I will not be able to update for awhile I have finals coming up plus my computer is still acting up because it's old and I need a new one so I just want to say sorry in advance for have to keep you waiting.
Sian POV:
Sian and Sophie are up in Sophie’s room cuddled up in bed, just happy to have some alone time together.
Sian: “I love you , you know that Soph don’t you?”
Sophie: “Yeah I know that you love me Sian just as mush as I love you. What’s been going on with you lately this is like the hundredth time you told me you loved me today?” she ask concerned.
Sian: “I just so scared of losing you Soph I could never imagine you not being apart of my life. I don’t know I’m just worried I guess.” I ask on the verge of tears.
Sophie: “Sian you have nothing to be worried about I’m yours for life just as long as were honest with one another nothing can ever break us apart.” she says with confidence.
Sian: “Ok.” I state feeling so guilty.
Sophie leans into Sian giving her the most passionate kiss ever making sure that Sian could feel how much love she had for her so that she wouldn’t worry so much, as they get more into the kiss Sian slips her tongue into Sophie’s mouth while climbing over to straddle her which causes Sophie to moan in pleasure. At this point Sian starts to grind her body into Sophie while unbuttoning Sophie’s shirt taking it completely off and throwing in onto the floor Sian then pulls back from the kiss knowing she has to stop because Sophie’s mom is just down stairs, but seeing the love and desire Sophie had for her in her eyes she was starting to not care at this point.
Sian: “Baby I just want to have my way with you right now, but your mom is down stairs and I don’t want her coming up here and catch us going at it like animals.”
Sophie: “What if I said that I don’t care that my mom is down stairs and we lock the door and if she so happens to come up then we just ignore her and make love to one another anyway?’
Sian doesn’t need anymore said as she hops off of Sophie and rushes to lock the door, but as she is about to go back and finish what she started with Sophie when she feels her phone vibrate.
Buzz … buzz ….
Sian pulls her phone out of her pocket and sees that she has a text message from Tommy.
Tommy: “Babe I want u n my bed and naked by the time I get back to my apartment, see u soon xxx.”
A tear starts to fall down Sian’s face as she is reading the message, but she quickly wipes is away before Sophie sees and ask her what is wrong and puts her phone back into her pocket.
Sian: I can’t deal with this shit right now, every time I forget about the mistake I made by sleeping with Tommy he finds a way to worm his way back in and brings my world crashing down. Even though I agreed to the deal I hope that he wouldn’t want to go through with it. I guess my luck has run out and he wants me to hold up my end, but I can’t do that to Sophie I would just be betraying her again but I don’t want her finding out either. What am I going to do? I’m just going to tell Tommy the deal is off and beg him not to tell we were friends why is he trying to do this to me?
Sophie: “Hey Sian are you alright, you have been standing their for awhile now what’s going on?” worried about this change of mood Sian has.
Sian: “It’s nothing Sophie.” What am I going to do I need to go and tell Tommy and the deal is off but I don’t want to leave Sophie right now, but if I don’t show up at his apartment he might come over here and tell Sophie everything before I get the chance to talk to him and plead with him to not let this secret out. I need to come up with a lie even though I hate to do this to her. “I just got a text from my mother saying she really needs to talk to me right now.”
Sophie: “Babe you should see what it’s about maybe she wants to accept our relationship and rebuild her relationship with you?”
Sian: “You mean that baby you don’t mind because we were just kind of in the middle of something?’
Sophie: “It’s fine this can wait until you get back, just go so that you can hurry and come back.” she states sweetly.
Sian: “Has anyone ever told you just how wonderful you are?” I ask playfully.
Sophie: “Yes like all the time like just the other day this cute looking girl came up to me and told me that I looked wonderful.” Sophie jokes.
Sian: “And who is this girl cause I’m going to give her a piece of my mind.?” I say a little jealous of who this hoe could be telling my Sophie how wonderful she is, but I start to feel guilty and wonder if I even have to right to be jealous given what I done.
Sophie: “It’s no one babe I was just playing with you, you have nothing to worry about you’re the only one for me.” She states more seriously.
Sophie: “Always the joker, but that’s what I love about you, you can bring a smile to my face no matter how I’m feeling.
Sian goes over to Sophie and kisses her letting her lips linger before she pulled back to leave.
Sophie: “I love you too now hurry up so you can get back here.”
Sian: “Ok ok I’m leaving. I’ll be back soon.”
Sian goes to leave but just as she is about to open the door to leave Sophie’s room she walks back over to Sophie giving her a peck on the lips before leaving the room and then heads towards Tommy’s apartment.
Sian: I hate to do this to her, but I need to make sure that I can work this out with Tommy so that I don’t lose her over a stupid mistake.