Nov 23, 2009 17:37
I don't know if I'm mad at myself or not... I hate that I can change everything and ally feelings so fast...
I went from hating her to flying to Texas to help. From saying "bitch" everytime after I said her name to me giving her 800 bucks out of my savings to help insure that she keeps her kid...
How could I do that? I am not saying this regretting what I'm doing. I am saying this for trying to create emotions I know I didn't have.