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Moonlight's cold rays illuminate all
Warm light hides it in darkness
I stand revealed, the night yet conceals
Water scalds and burns away my sins
even as I commit
Sharp wind wraps and warps
biting and freeing from ideas turned chains
The day is dying, the morning yet born
My thoughts tumble and chase round in circles
Will I never be clean
Will I never be free
*sigh* This day seems to have lasted forever. 3 hours wasted on a stupid ornament that sucks. I thought maybe I would like it when I came back home- but alas, my wavering opinions seems to have solidified into simple dislike.
Tried to muddle through fluids studying with Ryan. That was also a waste- my mind was all wishy washy and I couldn't concentrate. I feel horrid because Ryan had too put up with me. Fluids class itself was boring. Went over the problems I had just tried to muddle through. I got about 1/2 right. Thankfully it was my last class. All I have left are exams and then I will finally be done with this semester.
Work is disgusting. I am so tired of it...it's getting so hard to even be bothered to go. Worst part is that it's not like they suck- I just can't stand working there anymore. I am going insane. A friend said he'd hook me up at HD but I really really want an internship. Heck- I need an internship.
And I can't even be comfy in my own home right now. It's been taped up for the last 3 weeks because our painter sucks balls. Combined with my fan being broken my room feels stuffy and clausterphobic-inducing.
I just hope tomorrow is better because I know Friday-Tuesday are going to be a waking nightmare.
Warm light hides it in darkness
I stand revealed, the night yet conceals
Water scalds and burns away my sins
even as I commit
Sharp wind wraps and warps
biting and freeing from ideas turned chains
The day is dying, the morning yet born
My thoughts tumble and chase round in circles
Will I never be clean
Will I never be free
*sigh* This day seems to have lasted forever. 3 hours wasted on a stupid ornament that sucks. I thought maybe I would like it when I came back home- but alas, my wavering opinions seems to have solidified into simple dislike.
Tried to muddle through fluids studying with Ryan. That was also a waste- my mind was all wishy washy and I couldn't concentrate. I feel horrid because Ryan had too put up with me. Fluids class itself was boring. Went over the problems I had just tried to muddle through. I got about 1/2 right. Thankfully it was my last class. All I have left are exams and then I will finally be done with this semester.
Work is disgusting. I am so tired of it...it's getting so hard to even be bothered to go. Worst part is that it's not like they suck- I just can't stand working there anymore. I am going insane. A friend said he'd hook me up at HD but I really really want an internship. Heck- I need an internship.
And I can't even be comfy in my own home right now. It's been taped up for the last 3 weeks because our painter sucks balls. Combined with my fan being broken my room feels stuffy and clausterphobic-inducing.
I just hope tomorrow is better because I know Friday-Tuesday are going to be a waking nightmare.