choux pastry hearts (2/2)
choux pastry hearts (2/2)
kai/krystal, kai/luna, au, pg, 9523 words
"we are all born insignificant in the face of love." ten years between jongin and soojung.
end story. this was very cathartic to write. i found myself wanting to sob multiple times for them, but i think it's just me. haha.
( Soojung blinked once, then twice, before she reached forward and kissed him. Jongin kissed her back almost instantly. If this was her answer then he chose to interpret it as yes. It could only be that, he thought, and then she overwhelmed him again. )
kai/krystal, kai/luna, au, pg, 9523 words
"we are all born insignificant in the face of love." ten years between jongin and soojung.
end story. this was very cathartic to write. i found myself wanting to sob multiple times for them, but i think it's just me. haha.
( Soojung blinked once, then twice, before she reached forward and kissed him. Jongin kissed her back almost instantly. If this was her answer then he chose to interpret it as yes. It could only be that, he thought, and then she overwhelmed him again. )
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I was rooting for everything to work out, for everyone's happiness but I knew, damn it, I knew one wouldn't have a happy ending. I guess I was also expecting Soojung to be it but it's still so sad. I wanted Jongin to pick her from all the suffering she had experienced but at the same time I wanted his happiness with Sunyoung.
idek. I love your writings and I would probably read your chenyin works soon-ish when summer school ends. thank you for being lovely ♥
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haha aw chenyin. do you love them like i do?? thank you for being lovely!!
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i can write so much more about what i like and which ones specifically, but my heart hurts pls understand
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haha if you can i'd like to see what you like the most! but thank you for liking this anyway, this is more than enough :)
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Jongin only figured that if he had to love someone, then including everything that she did would not hurt either. AFTER READING THIS I PAUSED AND THOUGHT HELL NO. i think this same abundance of love is what kept him from moving forward from soojung, like he expects and expects but she can't change her ways much like how he also can't. and i don't know but i think it's absolutely normal to hate parts of a whole, be it a person or some of their friends or their cat or something. which is why i see it's fine jongdae hates the way soojung is treating jongin. I LOVE THIS because it's so succinct like i can talk about this line and all connected to it in a whole day ( ... )
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also yeah. i think this is the only way soojung functions? she imposes herself on people and things because that's the only she thinks people will remember her by. very, very self destructive. but i like the way you've described it!
sunyoung is really the ray of salvation here. she's fundamentally very good and only wants the best for jongin, so to me she's the one who really loves without having to destroy anyone. love is not a destructive force for her--in fact it's quite the opposite, she uses it to heal and i just really appreciated writing a character like that.
thanks for writing all of that! you have no idea how much this means to me (also sorry for my super late reply!)
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tell me what i have to answer! haha. thank you for reading this :)
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