if you dream it...

May 18, 2011 19:35

I don't know if it was my brother telling me yesterday that he was headed to Bali.

-- the sequence of thoughts that ran through my mind went along the lines of -
--- I miss my family, and I wish I was home.
---- Hey, if I were home, maybe I could go to Bali, too.
----- I'm envious.

Anyway, I ended up dreaming that I went on holiday, last night.

Look, I know I was in Seattle last month, but that was like a working holiday. Beside, we spent all our spare time hiking all over the city. And I know that in February, we went to Blue Mountain for our honeymoon and spent a glorious three days snowboarding.

But what I really, really, really want right now is to go lie on a beach for about, oh, you know, I'm not asking for too much, five days or so, and just do nothing. Nothing. And it had better be sunny, because this dreary bunch of blue, grey, rainy, cold, windy "spring" days are driving me insane.

Seriously. This is my sixth year here, and I can't remember a lousier "spring".

I'm tired. This chapter is turning out to be a real monster, and the only thing that keeps me going is knowing it'll be done soon. Except I'm afraid that it's going to be too big and unwieldy. Arg.

thoughts, bitch, huh?

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