santa = satan
x Working: on not crying so much
x Reading: nothin
x Watching: i was watching 'saved'
x Talking: to myself
x singing: nothin
x Wanting: my headache to stop
x Eating: nothin
x Drinking: water
x Smelling: air freshner stuff
x Missing: myself
x Quoting: 'when i had my baby i cried nonstop for the first three months..then you learn to deal with the fact that things change.but crying always comes first.' ~ briee
x Hating: all the self doubt and self loathing i had for the past four months.and i the self destructive things i've done.thanks to those who stopped me and told me i was being stupid,especially briee briee and ella bella
x Loving: my baby in my tummy more then anyhting in the whole wide world.except maybe winnie the pooh...nope i love the baby more.
i just got through watching 'saved' that movie with mandy moore and jena malone.it was pretty good.very interesting take on christians and how over zealous they can be.and very good look on how teen pregnancies are looked at in religous families.and not just pregnancies,homosexuality and everything that seems different.but as silly as it sounds,it made me think.and made me feel a bit better about myself especially with all the self-doubt and questioning of my life-choices and how i'm looked at in society.but you know what,i don't give a fuck.i'm happy and i'm loved.so poo on you.
i'm filled with christ-love!!
haha..i also 'city of god' a really awesome movie.it was...ok well for once i have no way to describe it..just watch it or suffer the consequences.it's a really good look at life in corrupt areas of the world,where guns are freely given to children and drugs easily traded.
besides all that i've got nothing much to say so until next time....
x Reading: nothin
x Watching: i was watching 'saved'
x Talking: to myself
x singing: nothin
x Wanting: my headache to stop
x Eating: nothin
x Drinking: water
x Smelling: air freshner stuff
x Missing: myself
x Quoting: 'when i had my baby i cried nonstop for the first three months..then you learn to deal with the fact that things change.but crying always comes first.' ~ briee
x Hating: all the self doubt and self loathing i had for the past four months.and i the self destructive things i've done.thanks to those who stopped me and told me i was being stupid,especially briee briee and ella bella
x Loving: my baby in my tummy more then anyhting in the whole wide world.except maybe winnie the pooh...nope i love the baby more.
i just got through watching 'saved' that movie with mandy moore and jena malone.it was pretty good.very interesting take on christians and how over zealous they can be.and very good look on how teen pregnancies are looked at in religous families.and not just pregnancies,homosexuality and everything that seems different.but as silly as it sounds,it made me think.and made me feel a bit better about myself especially with all the self-doubt and questioning of my life-choices and how i'm looked at in society.but you know what,i don't give a fuck.i'm happy and i'm loved.so poo on you.
i'm filled with christ-love!!
haha..i also 'city of god' a really awesome movie.it was...ok well for once i have no way to describe it..just watch it or suffer the consequences.it's a really good look at life in corrupt areas of the world,where guns are freely given to children and drugs easily traded.
besides all that i've got nothing much to say so until next time....