it's rare
it's awfully rare that i update, even more rare if the updates are even mildly positive. but it seems whenever i find something good to write about, the next post will be how it didn't work out. so it all sucks. i'm trying to get my shit in line you know, find one really cool girl that's all i want. i thought i found one once, but i guess i wasn't cool enough for her and she dates others guys and hasn't talked to me in quite sometime. however, i've hung out with this girl julie twice. she's rad. no doubt about that, i had a good time with her last night. she made me happy, it was great. well back to family guy, i hope shit turns out cool this time. good luck to all. and i'll be back next time bitching about how shit didn't turn out. fuck this ahhhhhhhhh i'm awful. goodnight