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sitting in a hostel in berlin. it's almost 9:30 but the sun's barely begun to set. I keep floating between feelings. I want to love this place, I want it to become home but then I remember that home has always been about the people I love and that is still baltimore for now.
I had that scary realization that I am still the shy, nervous girl I thought I had grown out of being. being in a new place is tough, especially when you want it to be right. I was really sad this morning. I wrote ben a long postcard. I was mad at anne because neither of us had anything to say. we found our first photobooth and things got better. I changed my perspective and saw other parts of the town.
anne and I found two photobooths today, we used them both. we will continue to do that for the rest of the time we are in berlin. I hope it happens while I am drunk and I take inappropriate photos or something.
I had that scary realization that I am still the shy, nervous girl I thought I had grown out of being. being in a new place is tough, especially when you want it to be right. I was really sad this morning. I wrote ben a long postcard. I was mad at anne because neither of us had anything to say. we found our first photobooth and things got better. I changed my perspective and saw other parts of the town.
anne and I found two photobooths today, we used them both. we will continue to do that for the rest of the time we are in berlin. I hope it happens while I am drunk and I take inappropriate photos or something.