10/16/08 - Lost Posts
I have written but not posted several posts over the past months. I did them fro. The phone but never finished them. Well the phone crashed and all the posts were lost. Much like many of my memories in the past months.
This weekend was 5 months since my little girl died. I am a wreck & have been since the time I realized the date. The days really bother me.
Her pictures bother me too. Most of them are her looking at and smiling at the camera. Her stare haunts me. I feel like she is looking at me, expecting something. I feel guilt. I hate this feeling.
This weekend was 5 months since my little girl died. I am a wreck & have been since the time I realized the date. The days really bother me.
Her pictures bother me too. Most of them are her looking at and smiling at the camera. Her stare haunts me. I feel like she is looking at me, expecting something. I feel guilt. I hate this feeling.