We fall from grace...forget we can fly
God, so much has happened lately. I went from having no job prospects, to a ton of job prospects, to having nothing. Then I went from a temp position to a permanent position with Orlando Sentinel. I'm really happy there, I love my bosses and the people I work with. I have a total world of Advertising around me and it's great... things have been looking so up for me.
... But I can't help but feel so overwhelmingly sad. I'm so lonely that it hurts sometimes. And when I get into this funk, I know what I need to do to get out of it--make an effort. But it's so hard when your closest friends work the same exhausting hours and live at least a 30 minute drive away. I'm feeling helpless, hopeless and very much let down by all that surrounds me.
I know it's not a great outlook to have while in the midst of all these amazing doors opening up for me. I know I have a great life...I thank God for it every day.
I've gotten so good at fighting back tears, it's unbelievable.
... But I can't help but feel so overwhelmingly sad. I'm so lonely that it hurts sometimes. And when I get into this funk, I know what I need to do to get out of it--make an effort. But it's so hard when your closest friends work the same exhausting hours and live at least a 30 minute drive away. I'm feeling helpless, hopeless and very much let down by all that surrounds me.
I know it's not a great outlook to have while in the midst of all these amazing doors opening up for me. I know I have a great life...I thank God for it every day.
I've gotten so good at fighting back tears, it's unbelievable.