SSDD: Same Shit Different Day
alright, yeah it's been awhile since I have written in my journal..so much has been going on..things are out of control, I just need a hug. Ok well, first of all, for the past month and a week I have been going out with Bobby Hancock..haha something I thought I would NEVER do, but Summer and Katie are being fuckin stupid, it's hard to know who your real friends are, sometimes I think everything is cool but then they start being bitches. hmm so yeah Bobby got his lisence last weekend, and he broke up with me today. shitty. I cried. it was sad, Julie made me feel a little better but I guess there isn't really anything anyone, even myself can do to make me feel better, not really. If ANYONE has ANY suggestions..please feel free to give suggestions, I need something, the pain doesn't go away. hmm, he used the dumbest line ever, "I think it would be better if we were just friends". it hurts. most people who know him would say that it isn't even worth it to care, or have even gone out with him in the first place, it's not like we even had sex or did anything but kiss, I just...liked him. Grungy little skater boy and all. Mreh, ok uh, something happy...I got my tounge pierced and Julie and I don't fight all the time anymore. it's great having my best friend living with me. Things are just pleasant when it comes to that. I am also going to be in another play, Chicago..fun fun fun! Crystal moved back to Vegas but I have her # and address some where around here! hmm..ok I need to go eat something before I start starving myself to death because of some dumb little boy. I think Elle put it the best, "Hes just a little skater boy who doesn't want a girlfriend right now, he doesn't even like sex yet, he doesn't know what he wants". hmm I cheated on him with Dustin anyways..haha, I got off twice, thats all that matters.