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LEts see Today was spent infront of the dreaded Xerox machine...ugh. Got most of my work done but had no time to work on my project at work. I've been cleaning up this law firms years of unorganized inputing of old files. I hope to say this company some money that is my goal. Drove home noticed my mother called so I rang her and found out that my father was taken to the hospital last night ..seems he had an heart attact of some sort. They sen thim home this morning cause he hates hospital and they told him it was stress attack brought on from eating to many yummy sweets. This man is on barrowed time cause last year at this time he was sapose to go in for a surgery that was sapose to help the anurisum he has. He opted to not have the surgery because they said he could die hacving it or would end up in worse shape if he lived thru it. Compications like having you legs cut off and worse. I admire and respect my father desision to live and die on his own terms. But it makes my mother very stressed out and he can be a real pian in the ass and can be rather a gumpy mean man to her. I've had some long conversations with her in regards to how he treats her and my heart bleeds for her at times. But on a brighter note I found out my nephew who I adore and love ...he's always been my son ...in so many ways...well he and his girlfriend are expecting a child in December. I am so excited and cant wait for this baby to be born so I can spoil her rotton. I called him today and he is walking on cloud nine. Guess I will be looking for baby fabrics downtown to make then a quit and will have to buy all sorts of pretty things. OOOh babies ...they smell so yummy. Other than that Im organizing my piants and brushes and been pianting promisorys in my free time. Im so looking forward to getting my scrolls started ...although I am not looking forward to the caligraphy part. In my eyes thats the hardest part of it. Drawing is easy ...I have a thousand design ideas floating around in my head. So now I just need to replace old piant will new colors and maybe try working with pigments. Im still waiting to apprentice to my LAurel but that will happen in good time . I need to be ready and have all my eggs in a roll so that I can be ready to take on what ever tasks Im given.
Im soooo excited...and hungery to piant and create. I also have an idea in regards to finishing my dress...Something I saw in one of cats books when I was over her house last week. I debating on going to FOTR but its looking like I may not be able to make it cause I need to get ready to go on our family vacation. But we will see. So much to do so little time it seems. Ok ...now its time for bed...my eyes are burning and Im sur eI've misspelled most of this entry. Will I correct it ? NAh...after all this writing is a realease of words from my head and Im sure no one will read it. OOh yeah I need to work on the second chapter of the story Im working on for a friend of mine. MAybe all post the story when I get the first chapter done. Ok the bed is calling my name and the pillows are looking so inviting...I just pray I can go one night without a night sweat or hot flash...this menopuase is really taking the life out of me it seems. MAn....next time Im born Im coming back as a man. For sure !
Im soooo excited...and hungery to piant and create. I also have an idea in regards to finishing my dress...Something I saw in one of cats books when I was over her house last week. I debating on going to FOTR but its looking like I may not be able to make it cause I need to get ready to go on our family vacation. But we will see. So much to do so little time it seems. Ok ...now its time for bed...my eyes are burning and Im sur eI've misspelled most of this entry. Will I correct it ? NAh...after all this writing is a realease of words from my head and Im sure no one will read it. OOh yeah I need to work on the second chapter of the story Im working on for a friend of mine. MAybe all post the story when I get the first chapter done. Ok the bed is calling my name and the pillows are looking so inviting...I just pray I can go one night without a night sweat or hot flash...this menopuase is really taking the life out of me it seems. MAn....next time Im born Im coming back as a man. For sure !