I hate it
It's all been going down hill today. First off made fun of because I am a junior in Highschool and still a virgin. I AM FUCKING SICK OF EVERYONE!! Then I get a B in shop. Oh I know your saying "Omg he flips out over getting a B" well it's pretty easy to get an A in shop. And ever sense Freshmen year I have been starting to flip out if I get a B. I feel as though it isn't good enough. That I'm not good enough. I can do better. I'm not smart enough if I dont get an A. I dont understand it. I never flipped out before. But I guess I am just realizing how much of a problem I have. I want help. But I dont know where to turn to. People make fun of you. If you flip out over getting a B like you are over reacting. I donno. I guess I kinda get scared that maybe I wont get into college. And I am not good enough. And if I get a C I feel like a failer. I dont understand why. I hate it. I dont know what to do...
Besides all of this grading shit.
my day has been going down hill. After finding out that I got a B in shop. Which by the way i failed to mention that I got points taken off for wicked dumb reasons. ok I got 4 points taken off because I was dismissed twice at 10 and if you are dismissed before 10:30 it is counted as an absense. Yea I know. So my shop teacher took off points. I explained to him that the reason why I got dismissed was because I had rust in my eye. And the second time I was dismissed was for a fallow up. Yea it is a fricken pain in the ass. They will be just getting a little phone call from my mom. See my grade was an 85 and if I had 4 more points then well I would have a 89. And he said I dont have good CAD skills. ok that is why everyone asks me for help when they need help in Auto CAD. Yea ok buddy. So right there I would have a 90. Good enough!
ok so I got hit in the back of the head with a paper ball on the bus. But it was alot of paper. AHHHHHHH. I just cant stand it anymore.
I just hate it. I want to go away and start a new life. I want to just be free from the world and all it's troubles. I know that is impossible and probably many people want to do that but. Today was just one of those days where I would have done anything. To not be here.
Besides all of this grading shit.
my day has been going down hill. After finding out that I got a B in shop. Which by the way i failed to mention that I got points taken off for wicked dumb reasons. ok I got 4 points taken off because I was dismissed twice at 10 and if you are dismissed before 10:30 it is counted as an absense. Yea I know. So my shop teacher took off points. I explained to him that the reason why I got dismissed was because I had rust in my eye. And the second time I was dismissed was for a fallow up. Yea it is a fricken pain in the ass. They will be just getting a little phone call from my mom. See my grade was an 85 and if I had 4 more points then well I would have a 89. And he said I dont have good CAD skills. ok that is why everyone asks me for help when they need help in Auto CAD. Yea ok buddy. So right there I would have a 90. Good enough!
ok so I got hit in the back of the head with a paper ball on the bus. But it was alot of paper. AHHHHHHH. I just cant stand it anymore.
I just hate it. I want to go away and start a new life. I want to just be free from the world and all it's troubles. I know that is impossible and probably many people want to do that but. Today was just one of those days where I would have done anything. To not be here.