need to vent
today was one of those days where you have all these problems come at once. They are all little insignificant problems in the whole picture, but huge to girls, especailly 4 days before prom. Firstly, i have a farmers tan that wont go away, i have to sit outside tomorrow for a good 3 hours atleast, and the following day im going to cut class so i can go to the beach to get another 5 or so hours in of tanning... lets hope it works.
2) My dress is too big- having the bad tan is bad enough, but then having your dress look bulky on you is even worse. its too big on the sides, so tomorrow off to the dress maker we go to see what we can do, if anything.
3) Im still fat- i know its a problem i brought upon myself-i shouldn't have eaten as much as i did in the past... honestly i was hoping i was going to be 100-105 by prom, at the rate im losing weight i'll be 107. Not good enough in my book.
4) I miss my boyfriend so much and if he was here i'd feel much better.
5) i have a shitload of papers to write, which i will start now...
Ah, its nice to write down my immature problems. God help me. I just want to look pretty.
2) My dress is too big- having the bad tan is bad enough, but then having your dress look bulky on you is even worse. its too big on the sides, so tomorrow off to the dress maker we go to see what we can do, if anything.
3) Im still fat- i know its a problem i brought upon myself-i shouldn't have eaten as much as i did in the past... honestly i was hoping i was going to be 100-105 by prom, at the rate im losing weight i'll be 107. Not good enough in my book.
4) I miss my boyfriend so much and if he was here i'd feel much better.
5) i have a shitload of papers to write, which i will start now...
Ah, its nice to write down my immature problems. God help me. I just want to look pretty.