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This is proving to be difficult. I want to let you go, but I can't. I find myself thinking about what we had and Im not ready to let it go. I can't tell you this or else I will look desperate. I want to call and talk, but I know Im not suposed to. You are the world to me and I know Im just a friend to you. I feel the closeness but you inturpt it as best friends. Friends may be better than nothing but I can't help longing for you in the way I once had you. I look back and wonder if there will ever be a day where I will be as happy as I was. You brought out the best side in me. I know I have to be patient and wait. I know that someday maybe things will work out, but this sucks. I love you and its getting harder as the days go by without you.