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today i went job hunting crazy...i litterally applied to 14 JOBS! thats insane...you know damn well my hand is tired of writing so much. I better be getting some calls back.
I ordered this motor millions program thing too...its where you find cars for sale and place them in internet adds and listings...when the car sells, you get a portion of the money...u dont use your own money...theres this whole big program being sent to me..you dont have to know shit about cars, and its not too hard..if its real, i could be making bank...and if i do, i am def referring it to others..If not, then i get my money back and say.."that sucked"..and move on with my lil shit life.
I went and met up with an old friend of mine..Ryan. We ate at Chilis, our old hang out spot from High School...It was nicve catching up with him. He hasnt changed a bit, and neither has his life..its like i never stopped talking to him. I guess thats good so it wasnt different, but, i was hoping he had done something since last time we saw each other. I actually realized, I have done a lot in the last 2 years, and its something to be proud of..I wont post what im talking about since some of you may already know..if not, oh well.... It doesnt change how i feel from last post, i am still in the same boat and still in the same situation with the same feelings.
Got my pictures Developed FINALLY from the DEFTONES SIGNING at Tower Records last May....haha i forgot i had the camera and then i stumbled on it and freaked out and drove right to the 1hour photo.. hah Iris, youre in some of them..along with Josh, and Andrew and Cynthia...and of course the deftones are in alot of them. up and close woo hoo. Nothing beats being in their video though..props to me and the others from the teamsleep board who were there! the pictures came out pretty good. Ill get them scanned whenever i can find a scanner. hopefully soon!
in other news, im still sad. yeay for me! woo hoo! I also swung into Sam Ash to see Amy and Gabe...In the meantime, My old manage John Marting asked me to come back atleast part time..i just may do that for money..i need it..bad. that way i can still have a second job. He has to talk with Bob- the store manager but i know i probably can come back since he came to me asking about it..
i need to be in a band..im going insane..I want to sing/scream like i did, but i cant find a band to back me up..everyone thats good is taken in indy, that or they just dont want it bad enough like me.. sucks. I would just switch to guitar, but i dont want to do that until i know i have other ppl going in so i dont waste money on equipment that i dont have at all..
blah. im tired, and lonely..suck my dick , IM RICK JAMES BYITCH!
Thats about it.
I ordered this motor millions program thing too...its where you find cars for sale and place them in internet adds and listings...when the car sells, you get a portion of the money...u dont use your own money...theres this whole big program being sent to me..you dont have to know shit about cars, and its not too hard..if its real, i could be making bank...and if i do, i am def referring it to others..If not, then i get my money back and say.."that sucked"..and move on with my lil shit life.
I went and met up with an old friend of mine..Ryan. We ate at Chilis, our old hang out spot from High School...It was nicve catching up with him. He hasnt changed a bit, and neither has his life..its like i never stopped talking to him. I guess thats good so it wasnt different, but, i was hoping he had done something since last time we saw each other. I actually realized, I have done a lot in the last 2 years, and its something to be proud of..I wont post what im talking about since some of you may already know..if not, oh well.... It doesnt change how i feel from last post, i am still in the same boat and still in the same situation with the same feelings.
Got my pictures Developed FINALLY from the DEFTONES SIGNING at Tower Records last May....haha i forgot i had the camera and then i stumbled on it and freaked out and drove right to the 1hour photo.. hah Iris, youre in some of them..along with Josh, and Andrew and Cynthia...and of course the deftones are in alot of them. up and close woo hoo. Nothing beats being in their video though..props to me and the others from the teamsleep board who were there! the pictures came out pretty good. Ill get them scanned whenever i can find a scanner. hopefully soon!
in other news, im still sad. yeay for me! woo hoo! I also swung into Sam Ash to see Amy and Gabe...In the meantime, My old manage John Marting asked me to come back atleast part time..i just may do that for money..i need it..bad. that way i can still have a second job. He has to talk with Bob- the store manager but i know i probably can come back since he came to me asking about it..
i need to be in a band..im going insane..I want to sing/scream like i did, but i cant find a band to back me up..everyone thats good is taken in indy, that or they just dont want it bad enough like me.. sucks. I would just switch to guitar, but i dont want to do that until i know i have other ppl going in so i dont waste money on equipment that i dont have at all..
blah. im tired, and lonely..suck my dick , IM RICK JAMES BYITCH!
Thats about it.