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[defkorn]

went over to the patio lastnight to watch the weekly battle of the bands. it wasnt too bad. I was in and out, mainly went to see Opiate..Gabe's friends' band. They were pretty good. Alot of energy from the guitarist, and the singer had good crowd interaction. slipped over to the Alley Cat for a minute..there was a band playing there..they werent

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[bluestarsexy]

Damn you and me think
alike, I sometimes wonder
the same possiblities
but you know we only think
what we know and there are
people out there in your life
that would die for you, just
look on the bright side, atleast
you're here on earth. I send
my love to you, although I don't
know you, you are a gem. From one
human to another.....peace.

ps.Nice icon =)

[defkorn]

Thanks, I appreciate it. I didn't mean for this post to be a pitty party on my part, it was just how I was feeling at the time.. I am still down, but I have to stay strong, and even though you dont know me, I am thankful you post.

[aznjlyn]

you need work? how about working at a golf course? I work at golf courses and country clubs, and you'll make a lot of money doing whatever you can there, whether you do banquets (ranging from $10-$15/hour) to working on the course itself. They're uppity places, but they pay nice as hell....

and don't ever talk like that about nobody mourning you. Think of how many people you think would, and multiply it by like 50. You make in impact in everyone around you, dont think you don't, because it's true. One thing i've learned over the yearz is that suicide is selfish, and it hurts sooo many people around you. It's one thing that baffles me, because no matter how much shit sux, i know there are still people who Love me and want me to be around....and if you don't feel that way, don't fret, my pet, you are my LJ buddy, and I CARE.

[defkorn]

yeah, I've not even thought of golf courses...good idea.

oh and I appreciate your thoughts, but, maybe I should've been clearer. lol, I wasn't talking about suicide..I've already been down that road years ago, and would never think of it again in all seriousness. I was just meaning, if I were to leave and not contact anyone in any form , just get up and go without ever looking back, what impact would it have on those i care about..ehh, reading the post, I see what made you think that. lol thanks, I'm glad my lj buddy cares. ;)