Insomnia

[defiance23]

Yet another night of wretched insomnia...I was so restless at one point I found myself downstairs, in the kitchen, sitting on the floor in the dark...Why...I've no idea!

Youtube provided some entertainment but my brain was so skittish that I couoldn't focus on anything for longer than a few minutes.

I'm exhausted today but still really edgy and feel

Comments

[technobunny]

"I was so restless at one point I found myself downstairs, in the kitchen, sitting on the floor in the dark ..."

I've been there, during my prolonged bouts of insomnia ... perching on the edge of the bath for no apparent reason was also another old favourite, when "navigating the spaceship" through the fog of sleep-dep.

It sucks, doesn't it? :(

[defiance23]

It was a really surreal moment, I must have been sitting there for 20 minutes before the "what the hell am I doing" thought entered my tiny mind!

[technobunny]

I think "what the hell am I doing?" at least 3 times a day, so that's hardly an unexpected development!!!

[defiance23]

Lol...me too but I rarely write about those on my LJ! ;)

[technobunny]

Oh, I have been known to .... but those are usually in the middle of the night & get set to private within a few hours :P

Blink & you'd miss'em!

[defiance23]

I've only ever written one completely private entry...if something needs to remain secret it never goes online...it goes in my "real" journal!

[technobunny]

I don't ever write entries that are private from the very start - they just get set to private when I feel they have outlived their usefulness or when they cease to be relevant.

Some entries are the equivalent of walking out to the garden and screaming at the moon - if a friend happens to be nearby at that moment then I'll happily discuss my motivation, otherwise it's just a moment shared between the heavens and I ...

It can be very theraputic!