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I had the weirdest dream/hallucination last night. Holy shit.
So it starts off with this freaky looking octopus with like 15 legs on it and a bunch of eyes. For some reason I decide to jedi mind trick this octopus into turning into a bunch of fish...you know spread out. It does it but it doesn't do it well at first. So I keep motivating to do it better. After several tries it makes itself into a herd of pretty recognizable fish (same color, which was orange and jelly like) and I cheered it on. The weirdest thing about this portion of my dream was that I couldn't see the octopus unless my eyes were under my blanket...which symbolized the top of the ocean.
So we move on somehow to me in the hospital. Don't know how this worked. I apparently had some sort of disease that ended up being fatal. The majority of the end of my sleeping was spent in this part. I was told by a doctor that they recommended euthanasia(put to sleep...killed...it what they do to animals) so I agreed.
Alright so here I am waiting to be euthanized. I was able to go outside so I did. Outside of the door of this hospital I see several of my childhood friends. It was basically the Eldrige's and Siah. The weird thing about this is that they looked about the age of 10-12. So we sat outside and talked, sort of avoiding the subject that this would be the last time that they would see me. Finally daddy eldridge came and I told him and asked him why they were doing this and he was like there were other options like experimental drug treatment but they have to offer euthanasia too. Somewhere along the line I call my mom and ask her to pick up my dog...IDK why. I didnt actually have my dog there with me.
So I freak out and go to class. Apparently I was at the campus at Westerville South, which was appropriate because I always got lost at that school. The teacher at the class I went to was my honors physics teacher. For some reason I found myself looking at a board full of papers about the C-PAP and the sleep cycle. I apparently put it all up to figure out whats wrong with my insurance company. So I take it all down because we're going to go over that stuff in class. I then approach my teacher because I decide I should go back to the hospital.
My teacher doesn't believe me so he calls the hospital. He asks to see my hospital bracelet. My hospital bracelet has someone elses name on it because before I got in I had convinced someone to let me go in front of them...or something like that. So I'm in the hospital as them. Well he calls and they confirm it. I say smartassly "yeah...floor three...room 1" K thanks bai.
Last thing I remember before I get up is me following my best friend from middle school out the door and across the lawn. The door to the hospital WAS directly across the classroom the last time. So I'm frantically looking for the door to the hospital and can't find it.
Well I finally come across a familiar face-Randy Jackson. I ask him where the hospital is and he takes me to it.
This is where I wake up.
So it starts off with this freaky looking octopus with like 15 legs on it and a bunch of eyes. For some reason I decide to jedi mind trick this octopus into turning into a bunch of fish...you know spread out. It does it but it doesn't do it well at first. So I keep motivating to do it better. After several tries it makes itself into a herd of pretty recognizable fish (same color, which was orange and jelly like) and I cheered it on. The weirdest thing about this portion of my dream was that I couldn't see the octopus unless my eyes were under my blanket...which symbolized the top of the ocean.
So we move on somehow to me in the hospital. Don't know how this worked. I apparently had some sort of disease that ended up being fatal. The majority of the end of my sleeping was spent in this part. I was told by a doctor that they recommended euthanasia(put to sleep...killed...it what they do to animals) so I agreed.
Alright so here I am waiting to be euthanized. I was able to go outside so I did. Outside of the door of this hospital I see several of my childhood friends. It was basically the Eldrige's and Siah. The weird thing about this is that they looked about the age of 10-12. So we sat outside and talked, sort of avoiding the subject that this would be the last time that they would see me. Finally daddy eldridge came and I told him and asked him why they were doing this and he was like there were other options like experimental drug treatment but they have to offer euthanasia too. Somewhere along the line I call my mom and ask her to pick up my dog...IDK why. I didnt actually have my dog there with me.
So I freak out and go to class. Apparently I was at the campus at Westerville South, which was appropriate because I always got lost at that school. The teacher at the class I went to was my honors physics teacher. For some reason I found myself looking at a board full of papers about the C-PAP and the sleep cycle. I apparently put it all up to figure out whats wrong with my insurance company. So I take it all down because we're going to go over that stuff in class. I then approach my teacher because I decide I should go back to the hospital.
My teacher doesn't believe me so he calls the hospital. He asks to see my hospital bracelet. My hospital bracelet has someone elses name on it because before I got in I had convinced someone to let me go in front of them...or something like that. So I'm in the hospital as them. Well he calls and they confirm it. I say smartassly "yeah...floor three...room 1" K thanks bai.
Last thing I remember before I get up is me following my best friend from middle school out the door and across the lawn. The door to the hospital WAS directly across the classroom the last time. So I'm frantically looking for the door to the hospital and can't find it.
Well I finally come across a familiar face-Randy Jackson. I ask him where the hospital is and he takes me to it.
This is where I wake up.