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hrm...so yesterday, i kinda blew out a tire on my brothers car-which is how i have been getting around...so now i have no transportation, except my mom, who is now picking me up and dropping me off everywhere i need to be...
its my birthday tomorrow. but im not having cake until my boyfriend comes to visit in february, cause thats when we are celebrating my birthday. last night he told me that he was going to propose to me before summer is over.
and he is moving in with us this summer, well, until he can find an apartment of his own...and truthfully, i kinda like the long distance thing, cause he doesnt see how much i DONT eat. cause if he knew, hes force me to.and i have the ability to kinda fluctate and go crazy when he isnt here. but...i am glad that he is coming back...i really really am.
sorry thats unrelated to other things.
today, i get to walk to the gym after school. cause my mom wont be able to pick me up until 5pm, and she is going to come to the gym to pick me up. and i think that she is going to want to work out as well, and that means that i will be working out for at least 2 hours...and i burn anywhere from 600-700 cals an hour, so if i am given 2 hours, i will get to AT LEAST 1200cals. and i am going to do a LOT of weights for my stomache, cause i crazy need it. i shall do them until it burns like crazy and i cant do it anymore.
already had a bagel today-SHIT! but it was a small one, making it only about 150cals. and i can burn that in like, 10 minutes! so...its all good. i think that i am going to fast again until dinner, and try to FAKE it(bring it into my room and throw it into a baggie-throw it away later!)
ok...this is way crazy long...so...im out!
oh, and i am getting a digital camera for my birthday, so soon you shall see my fat, and it will give me more incentive to LOOSE IT!
its my birthday tomorrow. but im not having cake until my boyfriend comes to visit in february, cause thats when we are celebrating my birthday. last night he told me that he was going to propose to me before summer is over.
and he is moving in with us this summer, well, until he can find an apartment of his own...and truthfully, i kinda like the long distance thing, cause he doesnt see how much i DONT eat. cause if he knew, hes force me to.and i have the ability to kinda fluctate and go crazy when he isnt here. but...i am glad that he is coming back...i really really am.
sorry thats unrelated to other things.
today, i get to walk to the gym after school. cause my mom wont be able to pick me up until 5pm, and she is going to come to the gym to pick me up. and i think that she is going to want to work out as well, and that means that i will be working out for at least 2 hours...and i burn anywhere from 600-700 cals an hour, so if i am given 2 hours, i will get to AT LEAST 1200cals. and i am going to do a LOT of weights for my stomache, cause i crazy need it. i shall do them until it burns like crazy and i cant do it anymore.
already had a bagel today-SHIT! but it was a small one, making it only about 150cals. and i can burn that in like, 10 minutes! so...its all good. i think that i am going to fast again until dinner, and try to FAKE it(bring it into my room and throw it into a baggie-throw it away later!)
ok...this is way crazy long...so...im out!
oh, and i am getting a digital camera for my birthday, so soon you shall see my fat, and it will give me more incentive to LOOSE IT!