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life's weird.
i don't know how i got here.
i don't know how everything sped by.
feels like yesterday, i graduated from college. that was almost 3 years ago. it's been almost three years since derek died.
i don't know why i sit here and listen to sad songs and reminisce about things late at night.
derek. daniel. college. friends. family. childhood. weird.
i don't know. i'm thankful for so many things in my life even the painful instances. i never wish that anyone experience some of the things i've experienced, but i know they've made me who i am. i rarely think of some of the awful things from my childhood. i've blocked it from my mind. i've explained it away. i've put it in a fault. everyone has a way of dealing with traumatic things. i guess that's mine.
i'm not sure how i got to that thought, but it is what it is.
i miss those two months before graduation. some of the best times in my life.
thank you lord for what you've blessed me with. the people. the experiences. the strength to accept things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
aaron watson doesn't it every time.
night y'all.
i don't know how i got here.
i don't know how everything sped by.
feels like yesterday, i graduated from college. that was almost 3 years ago. it's been almost three years since derek died.
i don't know why i sit here and listen to sad songs and reminisce about things late at night.
derek. daniel. college. friends. family. childhood. weird.
i don't know. i'm thankful for so many things in my life even the painful instances. i never wish that anyone experience some of the things i've experienced, but i know they've made me who i am. i rarely think of some of the awful things from my childhood. i've blocked it from my mind. i've explained it away. i've put it in a fault. everyone has a way of dealing with traumatic things. i guess that's mine.
i'm not sure how i got to that thought, but it is what it is.
i miss those two months before graduation. some of the best times in my life.
thank you lord for what you've blessed me with. the people. the experiences. the strength to accept things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
aaron watson doesn't it every time.
night y'all.