:-/
I just dont' understand the whole wallet thing. It just doesn't make sense. I don't think I dropped it. I remember going to and from the car. It was a short walk. I never heard/felt anything fall. Why would someone rifle through my cards and not take them? Why would someone return my wallet? It just doesn't make sense.
I don't know.
I won't ever know.
I wish that wasn't the case.
I'm just tired of this summer. I know people are all "be optimistic" blah blah blah, but seriously, what's the point? Stuff keeps happening. I might as well prepare myself for the worst. I mean seriously... who gets their car broken into and their wallet stolen in the same summer, occurring in 2 distinct events. It's not fair.
I'm not sure what karmic justice this is. I mean, I think I've been a really good person this year. I've been generous with my money to those who needed help (and apparently with those who want to steal my wallet and 350 dollars). I've listened to people when they've needed an ear. I've seen my family on multiple occasions. I haven't drank a lot. I haven't smoked. I haven't made a habit of talking too much about people (though Erin and I do gossip some, but we're usually by ourselves). I haven't lied.
I just don't know.
I know I should be thankful that it was only 350 dollars, but I'm poor. That's a lot of money. That was going to be used for bills. I needed that money. :(
Ugh. :(
Whatever.
I just pray this summer/school year improves. I'm soooooo tired of being crapped on. I really need something positive to come along. Please. Please. Please.
I need some guidance. I need some advice or a few hints of what to do next and how to bring good into my life. I'm really just at my wit's end.
I don't know.
I won't ever know.
I wish that wasn't the case.
I'm just tired of this summer. I know people are all "be optimistic" blah blah blah, but seriously, what's the point? Stuff keeps happening. I might as well prepare myself for the worst. I mean seriously... who gets their car broken into and their wallet stolen in the same summer, occurring in 2 distinct events. It's not fair.
I'm not sure what karmic justice this is. I mean, I think I've been a really good person this year. I've been generous with my money to those who needed help (and apparently with those who want to steal my wallet and 350 dollars). I've listened to people when they've needed an ear. I've seen my family on multiple occasions. I haven't drank a lot. I haven't smoked. I haven't made a habit of talking too much about people (though Erin and I do gossip some, but we're usually by ourselves). I haven't lied.
I just don't know.
I know I should be thankful that it was only 350 dollars, but I'm poor. That's a lot of money. That was going to be used for bills. I needed that money. :(
Ugh. :(
Whatever.
I just pray this summer/school year improves. I'm soooooo tired of being crapped on. I really need something positive to come along. Please. Please. Please.
I need some guidance. I need some advice or a few hints of what to do next and how to bring good into my life. I'm really just at my wit's end.