Jul 24, 2007 03:15
It seems I get the silent treatment.
Ok. I 'pose I deserve that.
But, its not like either one of played the way we should have.
And its certainly not like either one of us got what we wanted.
I asked, specifically for it not to be awkward.
and it was anyway.
And I kept a secret hidden, because I was worried I would hurt someone.
When really, I was saving myself.
I 'pose I deserve the silent treatment.
But I was hoping the uncoolness would stop.
and go back to normal.
Normal, I have learned, never existed.
Normal, would have saved me a lot of agony and a lot of sleepless nights.
But Normal isnt the way I roll anymore.
Im not moving to BC, but I am moving out west.
Im not moving to alberta either.
Thought I wish I was.