What did I ever do?
As I rose from bed and looked out the door I realized that it was
bright outside, it hurt my eyes. I was weak, it felt like I was coming
out of a hibernation. Ive never burned so bad, it hurt my eyes. I want
to go back in but I know that the only way I will ever walk and move
forward will be if I say out here, I dont like it. Ive never wanted to
go back so bad. Ive never seen it before, or maybe I have not so long
ago........it just didnt feel as lonely.