Pages of mind.
I haven't seen any of my friends for about, well a year now.
I wanted to wish everyone a happy V-day. I really haven't had access to a computer abd since right now I do I'm taking advantage of the time I have.
Since my move back and my cousin getting in trouble, I've managed not to. I still have my job and I'm still with Bruno and I'm still in love with him. I current live with him and sleep where he does. However our bed is a twin.
As for my education, I haven't choosen a school to attend. It's ok, as long as I take a break, if I don't follow the "break" rules, I'll never go back and that would be a mistake.
Today I remembered my friends at Rocklegde High School, walking through band room doors as a director, not a student. Maybe that's what I want to be. I miss band and school and my friends. It was like moving was a horrible mistake, and in more ways then one it was, but I found someone in the process.
Everything happens for a reason, even if it is for all the wrong ones. I ruined Doug's life, I lost friends by leaving... I could've had more.... much more...
Good thing it's not to late to fix things in my life. I'm still young... However, I'm not quite sure how I'm going to fix it...
I've been thinking about, Brandon and James, Bev, Ray Matson, Bryon, Kim(s), Thomas, Josh, Jess, Jacky, Brandy, Jason, Josh Baker, Joey Baker, Stephanie Moore, Kate, EVERYONE! I could really go on forever... Andrew, Meeka, Ki-Ki... Rashuan.... really, everyone who I talked to or had some friendly contact with. But just like them, I re-met alot of old friends... just none I like more then the ones I had... I miss all of my friends sooooo much!!!!
I have no friends really here, they all dropped out of school and did drugs... more then all of them.... only 2 I know graduated... 2 out of a whole high school. Coming back was a mistake but atleast I found myself before it was too late... I love you all.... Hope to talk to someone soon...
Felicia Lynn George... A.K.A D33R Face...
I wanted to wish everyone a happy V-day. I really haven't had access to a computer abd since right now I do I'm taking advantage of the time I have.
Since my move back and my cousin getting in trouble, I've managed not to. I still have my job and I'm still with Bruno and I'm still in love with him. I current live with him and sleep where he does. However our bed is a twin.
As for my education, I haven't choosen a school to attend. It's ok, as long as I take a break, if I don't follow the "break" rules, I'll never go back and that would be a mistake.
Today I remembered my friends at Rocklegde High School, walking through band room doors as a director, not a student. Maybe that's what I want to be. I miss band and school and my friends. It was like moving was a horrible mistake, and in more ways then one it was, but I found someone in the process.
Everything happens for a reason, even if it is for all the wrong ones. I ruined Doug's life, I lost friends by leaving... I could've had more.... much more...
Good thing it's not to late to fix things in my life. I'm still young... However, I'm not quite sure how I'm going to fix it...
I've been thinking about, Brandon and James, Bev, Ray Matson, Bryon, Kim(s), Thomas, Josh, Jess, Jacky, Brandy, Jason, Josh Baker, Joey Baker, Stephanie Moore, Kate, EVERYONE! I could really go on forever... Andrew, Meeka, Ki-Ki... Rashuan.... really, everyone who I talked to or had some friendly contact with. But just like them, I re-met alot of old friends... just none I like more then the ones I had... I miss all of my friends sooooo much!!!!
I have no friends really here, they all dropped out of school and did drugs... more then all of them.... only 2 I know graduated... 2 out of a whole high school. Coming back was a mistake but atleast I found myself before it was too late... I love you all.... Hope to talk to someone soon...
Felicia Lynn George... A.K.A D33R Face...