I hope everything goes good today..
I hope things work out today at least half decent...but you know how nothing ever really goes exactly how you want it to..As I may or may not have forgotten in my last post, I have a new boyfriend..his name is Thomas. I've known who Thomas was since I was in 9th grade, and I never really talked to him, but I always had a small thing for him, but I never told anyone because well, one I thought he was way out of my league, and two he had a long-term girlfriend at the time. Anyway, I went to a new friend of mine's house, Caroline, and it was like a whole bunch of people there..I knew almost everyone there...so I didn't freak out..Then Thomas, Mark, and Joey came...and me and Amy went to talk to Thomas..and I didn't say much, I sat down..then Amy left and Thomas started talking to me...and I guess we were on the subject of low self-esteem..because I remember telling him that he could have any girl he wanted.. (the reason I cannot remember some of the shit that happened that night is because I was a little drunkards...heh, those who know me know I like my alcohol) and then he asked me, well how about me and you? I think I stared at him for about a minute before answering...I was in shock...this hot guy asked me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Of course I said no....I couldn't do it. NOT! I said yes, I hope you didn't fall for that...if you did you're a moron. People came in and out of the room, and Thomas was like, hey how do we look...people were like "obyn and Thomas, that's so cute," or that's so sweet!!" Anyway this was a week and 5 days ago...we've seen each toher everyday since..he comes and gets me or comes and stays...He lives with Mark, so I went and stayed the night there..I think 3 times...not only is Thomas great to be around, so are Mark and Renee..Casey, Joey, Eric...and lost of other people that go by there every so often. Thomas is great so far, much better than what I've been getting lately...He's sweet, very affection, adorable as hell...with his dark blue hair..lol..AND HE CAN HOLD ON INTELLEGENT CONVERSATIONS!!!!!!!!!!! How many 18 year old guys do YOU know that can do that...and I bet you can't name me 3!!! lol...yeah well he likes long term relationships, and so do I...so I'm hoping this works out alright. He's coming to spend the night today..I'm looking so forward to seeing him, even though I've seen him for the whole time we've been together. Wish me lots of luck.