well geez

[deepliconfused]

I've been looking in past entries of mine... looking for some answers to... NOW? I guess... I dont know. but I've decided that I CANT do that. I cant look at the past and tell myself its gonna end up that way again cuz I actually KNOW it wont.. I dont know if Im going to allow it to happen.

why the fuck am I caring so much?
could it be hes got me wrapped once again?

*sigh* I just dont want to get hurt..
and I definitely DONT want to hurt him..