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Birthday was really good :]
Saturday Night drank with all the 'rave' friends and spent time with them.
My good friend nick is moving to Arizona and i'm sad :// I'm glad he was able to come though. He lives in rancho cucamonga so i dont know if i'll see him again before he moves..
Sunday felt really sick all day >_> Fail.
Got an Ipod from my mom. <3 Yay. I havent had one since like sophomore or junior year.
Went to the spectrum with kennedy and visited cheyenne at work where she bought me a big bag of candy and totally sabatoged my diet. But it was yummy. She took her break and hung out with us for like an hour. Then me and kennedy chilled and killed time before it was time for the dinner.
Finally stopped feeling sick right before the dinner! Thank god.
The dinner was really nice :) I love everybody so much, i'm so glad i decided to do that. I wasnt gunna do anything. but that was awesome.
I can't believe im 20! What the hell?? Hahah.
364 more days till im 21! woowoo
Last night matt couldnt come to my dinner cause his mom went to the ER. She was diagnosed 6 months ago with stage 4 lung cancer and This morning she passed away. D: I knew she had cancer, but i didnt know it was stage 4, and that bad till this morning. I feel SOOOO awful. I immediately started to cry when I read the message from matt. She was such an awesome lady and its so terrible. This is gunna be a big change for matt, obviously because its his mother, but also because it has just been him and her living together since as long as i've known him. Ahhh.. I feel so bad. ://////. and to make things worse, Matts birthday is on Thursday. He was gunna have a bonfire friday but he won't be able to now. dfgfdjghdfjkghdfjghdfgdfkghdkfjghjdf
Saturday Night drank with all the 'rave' friends and spent time with them.
My good friend nick is moving to Arizona and i'm sad :// I'm glad he was able to come though. He lives in rancho cucamonga so i dont know if i'll see him again before he moves..
Sunday felt really sick all day >_> Fail.
Got an Ipod from my mom. <3 Yay. I havent had one since like sophomore or junior year.
Went to the spectrum with kennedy and visited cheyenne at work where she bought me a big bag of candy and totally sabatoged my diet. But it was yummy. She took her break and hung out with us for like an hour. Then me and kennedy chilled and killed time before it was time for the dinner.
Finally stopped feeling sick right before the dinner! Thank god.
The dinner was really nice :) I love everybody so much, i'm so glad i decided to do that. I wasnt gunna do anything. but that was awesome.
I can't believe im 20! What the hell?? Hahah.
364 more days till im 21! woowoo
Last night matt couldnt come to my dinner cause his mom went to the ER. She was diagnosed 6 months ago with stage 4 lung cancer and This morning she passed away. D: I knew she had cancer, but i didnt know it was stage 4, and that bad till this morning. I feel SOOOO awful. I immediately started to cry when I read the message from matt. She was such an awesome lady and its so terrible. This is gunna be a big change for matt, obviously because its his mother, but also because it has just been him and her living together since as long as i've known him. Ahhh.. I feel so bad. ://////. and to make things worse, Matts birthday is on Thursday. He was gunna have a bonfire friday but he won't be able to now. dfgfdjghdfjkghdfjghdfgdfkghdkfjghjdf