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my birthday is the weekend after next... i dont have any plans... i dont really think im gunna be doing anything though:
anyone have ideas?
im in such a BLAH mood right now.
people piss me off.
>.>
I dont know if its me or the people around me but tonight a lot of people are bugging me, even people I havent talked to today.
I've just been thinking a lot i guess? I dont know....
Alls i really want is cheese fries or pizza hut drenched in ranch or something else really bad for me. :/
cheese fries sound amazing.
This diet is getting to me, lol. But im holding out.
Just eating healthier isnt doing it anymore.. Im gunna start working out a lot more. I went to the gym on friday for a few hours cuz i have a free week to LA fitness. it was so nice. and then saturday i went bike riding for and hour, it was so random..i went by mysself too.. i felt so accomplished after.
i want a boy.
oh, btw.. update on that guy from missouri... tyler, we've still been talking pretty much everyday...for hours at a time...it feels like we've been talking way longer then the 2 months its been but yeah i guess he's like in love with me-____- he's still not creeper status, ive never gotten that vibe from him and i know hes a really nice guy and stuff..and we're friends, and for a little bit i liked him, and could see me dating him or something IF he lived here, but obviously im not in love with him and i am not getting attached to him cause i know hes in fucking missouri but but he has become all attached to me..and its really fucking annoying. now he tells me all the damn time how awesome i am, and how much he likes me, and how hes sad when we dont talk for a day.. its like WTF..i mean, i really like talking to him, or i wouldnt in the first place, BUT i dont get how he can apparently like me so much without ever meeting me in person and just talkng on the phone/stickam... i dunno.. i know my birthdad and his wife met online and she lived in fucking australia at the time and he lived here and they just did webcam/phone conversations...so i guess its possible for some people???.. but yeah.. this is unneeded shit i dont need to deal with right now.. its seriously retarded on so many levels......
But yeah... i want a boy.. who is here.......por favor.
anyone have ideas?
im in such a BLAH mood right now.
people piss me off.
>.>
I dont know if its me or the people around me but tonight a lot of people are bugging me, even people I havent talked to today.
I've just been thinking a lot i guess? I dont know....
Alls i really want is cheese fries or pizza hut drenched in ranch or something else really bad for me. :/
cheese fries sound amazing.
This diet is getting to me, lol. But im holding out.
Just eating healthier isnt doing it anymore.. Im gunna start working out a lot more. I went to the gym on friday for a few hours cuz i have a free week to LA fitness. it was so nice. and then saturday i went bike riding for and hour, it was so random..i went by mysself too.. i felt so accomplished after.
i want a boy.
oh, btw.. update on that guy from missouri... tyler, we've still been talking pretty much everyday...for hours at a time...it feels like we've been talking way longer then the 2 months its been but yeah i guess he's like in love with me-____- he's still not creeper status, ive never gotten that vibe from him and i know hes a really nice guy and stuff..and we're friends, and for a little bit i liked him, and could see me dating him or something IF he lived here, but obviously im not in love with him and i am not getting attached to him cause i know hes in fucking missouri but but he has become all attached to me..and its really fucking annoying. now he tells me all the damn time how awesome i am, and how much he likes me, and how hes sad when we dont talk for a day.. its like WTF..i mean, i really like talking to him, or i wouldnt in the first place, BUT i dont get how he can apparently like me so much without ever meeting me in person and just talkng on the phone/stickam... i dunno.. i know my birthdad and his wife met online and she lived in fucking australia at the time and he lived here and they just did webcam/phone conversations...so i guess its possible for some people???.. but yeah.. this is unneeded shit i dont need to deal with right now.. its seriously retarded on so many levels......
But yeah... i want a boy.. who is here.......por favor.