the haunting past............must press on

[deepfried_whelk]

Satan, unlike God, throws my past in my face. This week has been no exception. I, like a fool, have let the JERK bring me down. All this showing me how despretatly i need God. I must confess it has been a struggle the past week, i just need to put my hope in my father and seek after him and i will be ok

Comments

[churchpunk03]

hey, i'm so glad to hear that you had an amazing time at pine cove...i wish that i could experience something like that. seems like a lot of people have had something that changes them so much (for the good of course) this summer.

also, i totally know what you mean about satan throwing your past up at you. i have made some big mistakes...but i mean, who hasnt right? but anyways...alot of the times i just get really down about it...and its totally just satan...ugh! it makes me so mad. anyways, this whole long comment was just to say that im glad you had a good time, and that i am praying for you. i didnt know when you were coming home and i was thinking about you the other day and its really strange that you posted when you did...well, maybe not to you...but it was to me.

anyways...sorry for this long comment.

love ya

If I have acted uninterested...

[malista]

I apologize. I am totally interested. I was kind of sitting back and watching it happen, like an experiment. Like, on Wednesday night where only interruptions met your experience. I understand what it is like to go away for awhile and experience something so incredible that you want to share it with everyone! Then you come back and realize that everyone else is the same and lacking in the zeal that you have gushing from your entire body. That's what I like to call an attack. And it is also very sad. Think about it this way, you came back to complacent people. What can God do through you? That's right. You have another opportunity to let the summer either become a dry wasteland or to set it on fire. What is your choice?